I have been trying for at least 4 years now to get tones. To look hot to make b****** f****** jealous. I want a big ass and tones thighs and flat tummy and toned arms etc. I want to be strong. I motivate myself by looking at those fitness girls at the gym on youtube or look up pictures and it makes me angry to where i tell myself that that is what i want to do i want to look like her, h*** ill look better then her and then i go do what i need to do. I work out gym and home sometimes at school for nj and band. I have been eating cleaner and a lot of fruits and veggies, protein shakes only drinking water and tea etc. BUT I CAN NOT SEE RESULTS! i know i am doing the motions right but im not really feeling it where it says it is supposed to be working. I get frusterated and mad i am so weak! idk what to do i have a caring football boyfriend that tries to help me but im not where i want to be and i literally dont want to be skinny fat nor on the show "my 600 lbs Life". im doing everything but i dont seem to be going anywhere and i just sit and cry to myself. Btw i know i may be young, i am 17, i will not listen to that bull s*** about how i dont need to worry about that and i look fine and i need to eat (most of the time the food is s*** food) and s*** i wasnt to do what i want to do i know all this s*** takes hard time and dedicationon and disiplin but i have been!!!!! im also not going to listen to the "well it could be in your genes" s*** either i want the body and thats what i am going to f****** get!