My parents doesn't understand me
I feel so distant from my parents. I barely talk to them now. I told them I wanted to drop a particular subject because it's very time consuming and I really needed to focus on my other subjects as I've failed four subjects for my mid years due to the lack of revision, because i spent too much time on that one particular subject that i so desperately want to drop. However, instead of trying to empathise with me, my mom scolded me saying that I'm very lazy and that I should buck up, but I'm seriously trying handle the huge amount of work load given to me every week. I'm really trying hard to do well for every subject. Sometimes I feel that they care about my sister more than me... But I know that they love me very much. It's just so hard to communicate with them. It's like I can't talk to them about anything that's going on in my life because they'll just end up scolding me... I don't know, is it because I'm from an asian family or what ??? It's so hard to open up and talk to them. My parents could also be super unreasonable and s*** like that. I just can't stand it anymore. I wish I could open up to them just like how my other friends does with their parents. Their relationship with their parents is so strong, I would sometimes get a little jealous when they talk about their conversations with their mom and dad.