My parents killed themselves
I was over 20 years ago when I was only a child. My father shot himself through the head. I found his body. My mother indirectly killed herself four years later by overdosing on crack. They made very good role models, didn't they? Everyone thinks I'm so together and level headed but inside I'm totally screwed up. I am empty. I am lonely. I am lost. I am still haunted by my past. I cannot escape it and wonder if like father like son could really be true.