Hating how anxiety gets in the way of chances
I didn't ask for this I don't really need this either. Oh but my anxiety ruined whatever potential I thought I knew was there. Anytime you'd look my way I turned away because my only conclusion is a negative conclusion but you kept doing it. Stolen glances with no smiles to give anything any signification of what those stolen glances meant. And now that I've gone all I have is this heavy void in my heavy heart, headaches of overthinking of the what ifs and regret oh so much regret of not pushing myself to move because what I felt was new. a pinch in my heart and shivers down my body if only I knew what it would like to have you.