My fiancé beats me..
So i have been with this guy for a while and he recently proposed to me. i said yes and i hes the love of my life my soul mate. but recently hes started hurting me. a month before he proposed he had punched me cause i walked away during a fight. he apologized and i forgave him because it was the first time and he promised he wouldnt hurt me again. after we got engaged he got more violent a lot more. he leaves bruises all over my body. once he punched me in the troat so hard i got pushed backwards off the ground. i wasnt afraid cause i love him but i feel like i should be. and last night he was the most violent yet.. he punched my arms legs and head. he kept pushing me down and coking me to the point i couldnt breath. he even lifted me off the ground by choking me. im tired of forgiving him and believing he'll stop. but i love him.. hes a totally different person when hes angry and happy. at this point i dont know who he really is. please help me. im stuck.