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When My Egg Donor Dies I Will Dance On Her Grave!
You might be the vessel that carried for 9 months and brought me into this world, but you are not my mother and are frankly the reason why I hate not only everything black and american, because the are your race and nationality, and I have no good memories whatsoever of my 5 years of childhood with you in your country. No I am not an American and I do not belong in your country you dumb ghetto tart, because American mother+non-American father=Dual Citizen! Sure I am a US born US Citizen, but that's not all I am and I have spent the past 17 years of 22 years total outside of the United States being raised by non-Americans. You thought you had found a fool, ** a well-off Euro guy to have his baby and then using the kid as a meal ticket......too bad he knew your game and didn't give you the chance to royally ** up a child for life! You had nearly 5 years to prove yourself a fit and loving mother, but NO!!! I was just a meal ticket and cash pony for you! Me, your youngest and only surviving child, was just a monthly check to you......so ** NO I didn't miss you and YES I happily called that "White **" 'S-Mommy' and sometimes even just 'Mommy'. She was and has always been much more a proper mother to me than you ever could possibly be! You have bitched and moaned since 2000 that I was "stolen" from you by your evil rich Euro ex for brainwashing because you asked for him to pay Child Maintenance. The TRUTH of the matter is that my father actually did not mind paying for 100% of my expenses. What he was not willing to do was to give a shameless golddigger, who continued to run and hide with HIS child while demanding money, a monthly allowance to buy new Louis Vuitton handbags! As you know I have been very well provided for with everything I could ever need along with much more,a fantastic education, and nice holidays....I simply refuse to see you throughout my childhood because I was . Yes I received your letters and gifts, but I always refused to open them, although sometimes I didn't have a choice and I heard your fake words of love and heartache read to me against my will. You never truly missed ME. You missed your meal ticket! It boiled your selfish blood to see pictures of me happy and healthy(even fit!), safe and sound, loved and AT HOME being raised by whites while you were left alone to your misery. No I wasn't being forced to hug and kiss that 'White **'......I wanted to, because I knew she truly cared for and loved me! The mere thought of you made me threaten to jump to my death or run in front of a speeding car, because I refused to return to the lonely and loveless ** that was life with you! You are ** worthless. You are NOBODY'S MOTHER!!!!
I hope you feel better. Bless you. I only wish the best for you. Please just do not be a bigot because of one blood sucker.
Good luck.
This is a good example on why you should never have ** with whites. They usually take and abduct the children in these Tragic arrangments. Child ends up Massively Confused and deeply traumtized. When there raised by all whites ... the mixed offspring often alone and isolated and extemely victimized by whites. No safe haven from racial slurs, racially bullying, or other acts of white supremacy
**! What black women do you know who have lost their mulatto children to white fathers even if the father is more fit?
It sound like the father took the op out of the country to get him away from the mother. It does happen. Fathers in general have a hard time getting full custody of their children even when they can prove the child would be raised in a healthier environment. Its changing but very slowly.
Yep , its those evil white people who can't raise children. Unlike that shining example of the four wonderful teens that were raised by single black mothers, You know the ones that were just in the news for torturing a mentally impaired white kid. Great parenting there! Get out of here with your racist **, you have no idea what the living conditions were that the op was being raised in with his mother.
Correct me if I'm wrong ,but wasn't president Obama raised by his white mother and her family? He seems to have come out ok.
Actually it is almost the exact opposite of what you just spewed out. White people are much more excepting of mixed race babies as the majority of interracial couples are white women with black males. The racial slurs such as " oreo" is almost always coming from blacks towards mixed race children and adults.
Please don't generalise and make assumptions. You don't know every race of people on earth, so don't speak for them. You're entitled to your opinion like everyone else, but stop with your stereotyping and generalising, treat individual circumstances and individuals', individually. Everyone is different, regardless of race. Remember that :)
It's not good to generalise matters and make assumptions. You aren't a spokesperson for the white race, so don't assume otherwise.
Wow, racist much? Here's how even idiots like you can tell!
Everywhere you put "white", substitute with "black".
Are the social warriors suddenly howling for blood?
Then you rayciss, betch.
If you think "black supremacy" isn't a thing, Google Black Panthers for a start.
Don't dance on her grave. Visit her grave and try to feel something positive for her. No one is perfect and a lot of things go into making us what we are. Forgive her and move on with your life.
Easy to say, harder to do. I respect your support and the sentiment behind your words, I think you meant well.
My cousin who is white had a black married mans baby. She's a little girl and she lives with her white grandparents and she feels pretty much the same way you do.
Everyone's situation is different
One day you may regret saying this. She is your mother after all and deep down she probably loves you. Try to lighten up and one day you may understand that a lot goes into making people what they are and that no one's perfect.
Everyone's circumstances and situations are different, treat each individual situations differently and don't assume it's the case, for all.
It is not an achievement to get pregnant, any woman can do that. The achievement is in how you raise the child and what kind of person that child grows to be. I'm sorry your biological mother didn't have the skills to take care of you and raise you in a loving home. Not all woman have the ability to love and nurture their children. You need to let the anger go , it will only eat you alive . Try to focus on the love that surrounds you, the love and the life that you have with your father and step mother. Remember when you forgive, its for that person its for you. You let go of all the hurt and anger that is inside you.
^^^ "it's not for that person"...
Only the OP knows
I agree with the majority of your comment. The only part I don't agree with is, "It's not an achievement to get pregnant, any woman can do it" that's incorrect, not every woman can conceive. And if a woman does conceive, it is an achievement in some aspects, as it's a miracle to be able to give life :-)
Sometimes forgiveness heals the perpetrators more than their victims. But each to their own, everyone is different and had/have different experiences and situations.
Getting pregnant is not an achievement, its simply biology. True a small percentage of women can't conceive but I stand by my statement and I think the context it was written in was easily understood. I guess I need to make sure to say " Most not all " so I don't upset anyone.
Lol you haven't upset anyone.
Everyone is entitled to convey their own opinion and shouldn't get disgruntled about it, if someone diplomatically expressed their disagreement, of the other person's opinion. That's life :-)
No, not every woman can conceive, and thank god for that-- the dumb ones more than make up for it (right, OP??). AND that's kind of what they're known for, as their general biological role.
It's so cute when people deflect by splitting hairs and "ACKtualleeee..."-ing the topic away from anything RELEVANT. You banged that "different people have different experiences" drum on this thread like a sugared-up toddler, so your point was abundantly made long before you started whining about infertility.