My stepdad

I want to kill my step dad there is no two ways about it I'm a danger to him
It started after my real dad died the bullying the slagging me of down stairs none stop
Making me feel totally useless
I've had enough I'm sinking
I don't ** about around here I'm known as a great bloke you just don't ** of , this bloke had an affair behind his wife's back to get with my mum
Since I lost my dad@49 I've lost my grandad, gran , my fiancée @28 and last June my mum @51
Now my gran and grandad built there 3 children a house each which I lived in with them
It wasn't great but I couldn't afford nothing else
When I found out my mum had a year to live I was beside myself she had motor neurone disease and dementia
Anyway I started seeing a lot of solicitor letters come through the post
One day I thought something's wrong here
I'd gone from being inheriting the house to him having it then it goes to me when he passes
when he got home that night I kicked him in arrested but got away with an injunction
So I had to leave the house by this time mum didn't no what day it was
I took him to court but they said mums signature was good enough total rubbish !!
Mum passed away then I went into full rage mode
He's living there mortgage free in a house I lived in all my life
I am in a caravan absoloutey broke
In November I had double kidney failure and 4% chance of living
I lived but I can't keep up with my finances
I'm back to full Strength now and I'm steaming angry
He's an evil man he's got enough money yet he is loving the fact I'm in a caravan
My life is at a point where I feel like giving him a right kicking again
Thathouse was for me