Becoming a heavy smoker
I am becoming a heavy smoker. I was with a guy who liked smoking girls. I was a smoker even then. He encouraged me to increase the number of cigs I smoke and to switch to a stronger brand - marlboro red. I started making YouTube videos at his behest. You can see them if you search for my name and smoker.
I got pregnant and he left. Now I have a little girl called Anna but I can't stop smoking. I don't want to. I want to chainsmoke all the time. I'm up to 50 cigarettes a day. And it's still not enough. I know it's bad. But I won't quit. I don't want to quit.
Think your ok right?
Leah and her mom both smoke Newport 100s as well as Kaitlin and her mom. Seeing them and some other mother daughter smokers who smoke the longest and strongest cigarettes with the biggest cork filters show they truly love to smoke and aren't shy to flaunt their full flavor filters, feasting and getting fixed on lots of thick rich high tar and nicotine cigarette smoke and doing it in public without caring what people think.
She done went and sucked herself right into a ** heavy cigarette smoking habit, she's gotta have it, lips all around it, latched on to it, her cigarette.
Some attach the trailer trash truck driver stigma to a woman with a long cork filter cigarette hanging out of her mouth. Others find it alluring that a woman like Deanna could give herself over to such a heavy cigarette smoking habit with the longest strongest Marlboro Red 100s. The cravings of heavy smokers like her can only be satisfied by large amounts of thick rich high tar and nicotine cigarette smoke like she gets puffing away on her Marlboro Red 100s. Of course dangling a fresh lit cigarette is a special treat that true heavy smoking cigarette lovers thoroughly enjoy.
Hi Deanna, I read your wonderfully honest confession and felt the need to reach out to you and reassure you that it is perfectly appropriate for a mother like you to smoke 50 ** a day and for you to raise Anna in a super smokey home. You should never feel as though you are being a bad mother or that, if done lovingly, Anna could quite competently begin smoking herself, as just a little girl, just, like her Mummy. Even though there's a lot of angry and anti-attitudes towards underage smoking, I know, from my own choice that my aunty helped me to make as a four-eyed seven-year-old boy to start smoking cigarettes was probably the single most important decision I've ever made about the child I was and the benefits for my psychological wellbeing that becoming a proper smoker as a young boy would deliver for me.
As a child who smoked heavily like my aunty, I have grown into an adult and a parent who has repeated my aunt's history and encouraged each of my own children and many others along the way to start smoking young like I did. I have come to know that, if supported, starting to smoke in childhood is absolutely the most wondaful way of all to become a smoker.
Do it Donna....I would only too happily help you though the process if you wanted. One way to go a little bit further is to shroud Anna in your exhales and maybe to begin, as my aunty did to me, giving Anna smoky kisses that she has no choice but to breath down into herself. Believe me, if Anna is anything like her mummy, she will find smoking to be a seductive and sensual way to feel relaxed and grown up.
You are free if it would be helpful, to mail me on paul.horgan@ymail.com.
Luv and warm smokey wishes, Paul
I’ll help you out
I saw a lady like you one day with a baby in her arms and a long cork filter cigarette hanging out of her mouth. She looked quite comfortable and seemed unashamed to display herself to the world as a sucking puffing cigarette loving chain smoking heavy smoker woman who smoke almost constantly and acts like it's the most wonderful pleasure she ever had.
If you love it, why quit???
You should try American Spirit Browns. No filter, and they are way high in tar and nicotine. Totally yummy. Get a holder and you can smoking them all the way down.
Or just buy the tobaccoo from the and make rollies. That's what I mostly do... it's a lot cheaper, which helps you smoke more.
Thing is you look awkward when you smoke. Corney. even do it correctly. Almost all the smoking models are the same and try to hard to make it **. Real smokers have a relaxed efficient technique and give no ** naturally. Thats what looks good.
Your YouTube videos are super hot. I have a bit of a crush on you. :)
Me too
You are definitely not on your own there deana i just love my smoking too and i would just love to chain smoke cigarettes all day long too because i have become to just love it so much and the smell of the smoke also plays a big part in my smoking i just love it
Im a man and i love smoking more than wife
Don't worry. I smoke heavily, and my kids are fine. In fact, my oldest keeps wanting to try smoking, so I let him have some drags on my ciggies. So cute!
You are doing good to your kids. Only smokers know, what they missed, before they became smokers
Any moore of your children smoke
How old is he
How old is he
I got my wife to start smoking again as I like a smoking buddy. She hadn't smoked in 15 years previous now I do regret it when I hear her cough in the morning. She smokes a pack a day and myself 2.5 packs. I don't want to quit smoking either. I hope nothing bad comes to her out of it. She and I both know if she quits she'll put weight on and I know I don't want her to lose that model type figure she owns.
That's the biggest reason I smoke. I used to be a dancer (ballet, when I was 8-14). When I was nine I saw one of the older dancers outside having a cigarette, and I asked her what she was doing. (My studio was big on body-shaming to keep you slim) she said she was smoking to keep her food cravings off, and that made sense to me. She offered me one, and I smoked ever sense. She would always get me my cigarettes, and ended up getting me up to 1.5 packs per day. I quit smoking at 16 because I was spending almost my whole paycheck just to keep up my 2 pack per day habit, but a started dating a new guy about a year and a half ago. He was a non-smoker. He never said I was fat, but when I said I needed to loose weight again, he never said I didn't either. Eventually he said we needed to break up, and when I asked why he said it was because he really needed to just date a smoker. I told him about how I smoked when I was younger, and If he'd start with me I could start smoking again. He said he would gladly start smoking with me, and it all started from there. We started together, at around three cigarettes per day, one when we got up, then one at each meal. After around a month he started to become accustomed to the cigarettes, and I started to increase about one a week, and light one up for him every time I lit one up for me. After about seven weeks, I started going up one a day, and before we knew it we were up to a pack a day. That seemed like a fine point to stay, but after a coupled weeks he started pulling my trick on me. We're now smoking about one every twenty minutes, and Honestly I'm loving it. We also end up getting up about five times a night to smoke because cravings wake us up. Together we burn through over a carton in two days, and I'm not sure we can keep increasing. He does make a ton though, and as long as he'll keep buying them I'll keep smoking them.
Sounds just like my story a few years ago. I am still a heavy smoker, as is my Mom and Grandma, Dad and Uncle. My girl is now 9. I smoked all thru the pregnancy. She came out perfect and is healthy, even though I smoke, including IN THE HOUSE! My parents smoked in the house when I grew up, and nothing terrible happened to me. WTF. Enjoy being a smoker. I sure am.