I want my daughters to start smoking
My mother was a smoker. One day when I was 14 she gave me a cigarette and told me it was time I tried smoking. Most of my friends were smoking so I was glad to start and quickly became addicted. I tried to quit a few times, including twice while I was pregnant, but the longest I sustained from smoking was about a month. I just enjoy smoking too much to quit. I love the feel of smoke in my lungs. My husband says I am very sexy when I smoke so I suspect he has a fetish but it does make for enjoyable nights.
My dilemma is I want my daughters to start smoking. One is 15 and the other is 13. They have never shown an interest and have not given me or their dad a hard time about smoking. We try not to smoke too much around them. As far as I know they have not already tried. I do not believe this is the case because we do have a close relationship and have discussed s** before so I think they would tell me about their desire to smoke. I have had to work real hard at not introducing them to smoking. I think they would enjoy it like I do and both are very pretty so they would look good smoking. I have left my cigarettes out in the open hoping they would take one and try it but so far they have not. My mother just tells me to give them one like she gave one to me but I do not want to force it on them. I want to be a good mother to my girls. Any suggestions on how I should handle this?