Becoming a heavy smoker
I am becoming a heavy smoker. I was with a guy who liked smoking girls. I was a smoker even then. He encouraged me to increase the number of cigs I smoke and to switch to a stronger brand - marlboro red. I started making YouTube videos at his behest. You can see them if you search for my name and smoker.
I got pregnant and he left. Now I have a little girl called Anna but I can't stop smoking. I don't want to. I want to chainsmoke all the time. I'm up to 50 cigarettes a day. And it's still not enough. I know it's bad. But I won't quit. I don't want to quit.
Sounds just like my story a few years ago. I am still a heavy smoker, as is my Mom and Grandma, Dad and Uncle. My girl is now 9. I smoked all thru the pregnancy. She came out perfect and is healthy, even though I smoke, including IN THE HOUSE! My parents smoked in the house when I grew up, and nothing terrible happened to me. WTF. Enjoy being a smoker. I sure am.
What's you name so I can see your utube