I Love Smoking
I am one of those people who just happens to really love smoking cigarettes. It was never about peer pressure for me, from a young age I was curious about smoking and thought people who smoked were obtaining a sensual pleasure that was alluring to me. Unlike many smokers I decided to become a smoker and I knew I was going to get addicted, in fact, the idea of being submissive to a powerful nicotine dependence almost got me excited. Believe it or not, I made this decision when I was just a child of eight, with my aunty's support. Aunty was very patient with me and showed me how to inhale and from that first hit I ever got to my little lungs, I fell in love with the feeling of pumping smoke habitually into and out of my body. When I light up, I always feel calm and secure with my ever dependable cigarette. I also feel warm and it's kind of veyeuristically pleasurable to be watched smoking and watching others smoke. Right from those first few puffs, smoking has helped me cope with the ups and downs of life. No matter what is happening, good or bad, I can always have a cigarette. I really like my sense of identity as a smoker and the way I look with a burning cigarette between my lips. Sometimes I like to watch myself smoke in the mirror. I love smoking in bed with my partner, and sometimes this leads to some erotic pleasure. I am happy that I started smoking and that, despite the propoganda, I sill do. I wouldn't like to quit, I think I would feel like I had lost something very dear to me.
How do ther smokers feel about beings a smoker?