Each passing day..
I keep thinking..
The depression of my near and dear ones I can understand, but deep down inside me I get scared. I took a random depression level test and I was the one at dangerous level.
Outside I seem fine, inside I know something is still wrong. I don't sleep night after night, my eyes feel heavy.
My kid is the only reason for me to live.
I feel the pain is still vice versa, my intuitions are becoming so strong..like some sort of dejavu. I know it's gonna happen...and it does!
I listen to music, I exercise, but it's still there.
I don't know, however strong I might be, how long will I be able to fight this inside pain!
At this point you need to stay strong for your kid and for yourself.