My mom abuses me.
She drinks and she smokes in my face.
She says my opinion doesn't matter because I am just a f****** child.
She yells at me on Saturday nights after she has been drinking and spending time with dad. When I come in the room they are in on Saturday nights she screams like she's being murdered and then teases me. She gets in my face and pushes me into the counters. I get invisible bruises on my hips from that and she rolls her eyes after I tell her that it hurt. When I joke around with her he grips my wrist and yells at me.
Once she asked me to read my diary out loud and she laughed at me.
I don't know if I am overreacting or not.
The other day she said to me that all the good parents PUNCH THEIR CHILDREN. said that that is crazy and she got really p***** at me.
She leaves moldy drinks in her office, meaning this home is not suitable for children. Then she says that I am messier to dad and he believes her.
I don't know who to call. And, even if I did, I can't she would know that I called. Plus my dad is really nice to me and I don't want him to be angry with me, nor do I want him taken away from me too for not standing up for me.
I can't tell a counselor or teacher because I do my work online. What do I do?
I can't confront her either. I would get grounded.