I am a bit of an amateur when it comes to s3x. I've only done it with my boyfriend a few times who has more experience. It's an embarrassing topic for me and I don't have anyone to talk to about it. So I'm wondering how I can give him a proper BJ without it hurting? Each time I do it I start gagging and last time it felt like I was going to throw up because he hit my uvula. Also, how do I get over my fear of him c umming in my mouth? I find it to be really gross idk why but I know it turns men on and it would arouse him. By the way my boyfriend never forces anything on me. He's very understanding and he listens when I tell him no. I just want to do pleasure him because he really is a good boyfriend and well I want to show him how much I appreciate him. I'd love to have tips. Another thing I struggle with is fitting him inside me when I decide to ride him. It makes me feel so inexperienced having him do it for me. Help please.