Jealous of my younger siblings
I have always been an outcast in the family.
No sense of fashion, below average grades, lack of social skills..the rest of the siblings seemed to have it all figured out. They got good grades, were popular in school, went places with their friends while i stayed in and played video games or watched TV.
In my own thought, i thought i was a hopeless human being, but my parents told me i am gifted with the love of reading and a good mom to my kids, which is a comforting thought, but it didn't make me feel better.
So, now im trying really hard to become a good-looking social mom and wife, but it's super hard and sometimes i hate it, because it's just not me.
But at the same time, i dont want to look like a total slob.
Is there any hope for me?
Decide whether you want to be someone the others have or appreciate what you alfeady have? Sometimes people have difficult time appreciating what they have for what they dont have and end up losing what they have all because of wanting what they dont have.