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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
** off and die
Don't worry someday i will die i am too young to die i am 23
Kill yourself
I am afraid of death and i said i will die someday as everyone .
And don't worry i will not molest or touch any child untl i die .
Is this mommy and im sorry mommy and love your baby girl and huggs you mommy and its not fair mommy and im going too be with my daddy soon mommy and have my tablets in my draw and my blade and im going too write letters too my uncle and his family and my bestest friend mommy. I love you my mommy and miss you all the time and thanks mommy for being kind and allways saying im not brat or any bad things about me mommy and hope its you mommy and think its you mommy and you said you love me mommy and you only one says love me mommy and my uncle mommy but hes got three new princesses mommy and i dont realy see them now and its not fair mommy and at least later i be happy and with my daddy and they cant say bad things too me again and smack me again and boys and girls in youth group cant say im all them names again mommy and blame me on things mommy all the time and im sorry im leaveing you mommy and i dont care mommy because you are my real mommy and were best mommy in the whole wide world and i mean it mommy and will look down from heaven and tell daddy that you were my real mommy. But it hurts too much mommy and their right mommy and i kerp say sorry and mess up again and make bad choices mommy and get angry and curseing at teacher and princeable mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and allways remember you my mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetie . I was worrying sweetie . Don't apologise sweetie and please don't hurt yourself angel , let's talk if you want to the other post sweetie . I thought your mother took your phone sweetie or you hurt yourself but don't do it sweetie .
Sweetie you can talk to where we were talking , in a post called ''hi my sweetie'' ,