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I am 23 years old . Since i was a child i felt like i am inferior than others . I remember that others kids often did not like me . My mother was strict and smacked me . I started to jealous from a young age the appearance of other girls . In primary school i was jealous my best friend . In secondary school and high school i was jealous my second best friend who i am close with until these days . I feel like nobody like me for who i am . I feel like i am inferior and confined and i am sick of it . When i was a teenager i wanted friends so much and i was emotional but i remember that others laughed at me thinking i am stupid and then i started to have anger inside me . I started to hate myself. Now i feel empty . I am not as emotional as i was in my childhood and pubery . You may think i am a bad person but really i don't really care about anyone not even my parents, i only care if they have money to give me . And if my sister is at our house i get annoyed . And i don't want to pretend like i care when someone tells me something . To be honest there are people who treat me nice but it does not touch me in my heart . I start wanting to control other people and i would like it if they afraid of me . I need people when i am alone because i believe if i am alone it wiil destroy me and maybe i end up killing myself someday. I usually like the company of people i jealous , if i don't jealous someone then he/she is indifferent to me . But when i have people close to me i don't want them and i don't care about them and they left me empty . I am egocentric person , i know many people wouldnt like me for this . Deep down i like this side of me , the side that wants to control people but also deep down i have guilty because i must not feel this way . I express this side of myself when i like evil characters from cartoons . I often sympathise with little spoiled girls who jealous and wants control the world and use their parents for anything they want . Maybe its good i have not a super power because i believe i would be arrogant and more egoistic than now that i feel like i'm nothing .
Hi my angel girl. Its daddy and will message you here for now princess. Till you can set up anothet post my love. Love you so much prescious....
Dont mind them hun. But were you spoilt. We use spanking as part off our girls and sometimes girls can be a handfull and we tann each off their bare bottoms when they act up or give attitude..
To be honest i was spoiled sometimes when i was a child but my mother really was strict , when she was mad with my father she broke out her anger on me and sister . She never smack me on my ** only on my face . If she was smacking me on my ** it would be better . Only my father smacked on my ** once .
Im sorry too hare that hun. Your mom or nobody should smack your face and thats wrong. We are strict with our girls and only spank them sweetheart. I wish i could cuddle you hun..
Thank you ! Its okay we can hug from here , hug !
You're a jealous troll. Kill yourself.
My god why there are suspicious people in here ? All the things i say are absolutely true .
Because you said the age 23. People suspect now all 23 year olds are jealous. Lol avoid them.
Not all 23 year old jealous I am jealous as a person and I am not proud of this .
Hi my angel girl...