In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
Sweetie you can talk to where we were talking , in a post called ''hi my sweetie'' ,
Is it you mommy. Please was looking for you mommy and text you here and did not no its you mommy and is it realy you mommy please and im realy sorry mommy and miss you mommy and need you and you were gone mommy and want huggs mommy and hold me mommy. Huggs you mommy and love you mommy your baby girl moomy and i cant stop crying all time mommy and its not fair mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetie . In fact some kind man i talk told me to see your comment and that's why i saw it sweetie . And i would wait to ther other post and when you didn't respond i thought your mother took your phone sweetie and i am glad that you are here angel . The other post is ''hi my sweetie'' in embarrasing confessions . And don't apologise all the time sweetie it's not your fault .
I love you sooo much mommy and miss you mommy and allways cry for you mommy and you are my real mommy anyway mommy and make my tummy feel good inside mommy and happy mommy. Am i realy your baby girl mommy for real and even though im 13 mommy i can be your baby girl mommy. Your best mommy in whole world mommy and need you mommy and what you mean mommy kind man mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and huggs you again mommy xxxxxx
I talk with a man with sweetie who call him daddy he's the one told me that you comment in a post of mine sweetie . You can be my baby girl sweetie ! Thank you sweetie !
I finded you were you said mommy and now when im lost and you say something mommy that its you it makes my tummy feel funny mommy and im not clever like you or others mommy or mean boys and girls in youth group mommy. Because im in a class and only four boys and five girls mommy and i was embarassed too tell you mommy and want tell you all things about me mommy because you said you love me mommy and tell you anything you said mommy and i want tell you lots off things mommy and even when i was even more little was only allways few boys and girls in class room mommy. I love you mommy and hope you wont be mad mommy. But least im telling you mommy and they say mean things in youth group over being in that class and say im slow and things mommy and mom said i was born early and thats why im even small mommy and people think im eleven mommy and boys and girls in youth group say mean things also mommy cause im stupid and small mommy. Im sorry mommy and love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Called hi my sweetie and cant find it yet mommy and its realy you mommy and love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Please dont go mommy and were are you mommy and im sorry mommy and need you mommy and cant find other place you said mommy and want you mommy. Im your baby girl mommy and your my real mommy xxxxxx
Your gone mommy and love you and need you mommy and sorry mommy and mom and pastor smack me again and stings mommy. My eyes are tired again mommy and want wait for you mommy and you realy found me mommy and thought your gone mommy and your my real mommy and im your baby girl mommy and want huggs you mommy and rubb my legs and handys and ** mommy and its not fair mommy xxxxxx