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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
I talk with a man with sweetie who call him daddy he's the one told me that you comment in a post of mine sweetie . You can be my baby girl sweetie ! Thank you sweetie !
Thanks mommy and realy am now your baby girl mommy and your my real mommy and you have a daddy and glad mommy cause your kind mommy and tell him im glad hes your daddy and im sad thinking off my daddy mommy and still have tablets and my blade in my draw mommy. You love me mommy and i love you more mommy and miss you mommy your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Are you here sweetie ?
I woke up mommy and cant sleep and crying mommy cause could not find you again and my tummy hurt cause your gone mommy. I love you mommy and sorry mommy and want too be good mommy and wont do bold things again mommy and try my real best too not keep messing up mommy and make good choices mommy cause your my real mommy and im your baby girl. I need you mommy and please dont go and huggs too you mommy and please find me mommy cause need you xxxxxx
Please mommy im scared xxxxxx
Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
You gone mommy and love you soooo much mommy and eyes are sore and crying mommy and love you and want you mommy and sorry mommy. Love you my real mommy and huggs too you mommy. Your baby girl mom and realy want you mommy xxxxxx
Sweetie don't say you are not clever . Try and think this i will tell you right now , if nobody ever told you these names you believe for yourself , would you still believe them ? I mean pretend that you never met these kids from youth group and anyone ever told you something bad name for . Would you still have this bad idea for yourself ? Think with maturity and tell me . I am not more clever than you sweetie not others are more clever than you . You look like 11 ? Wow sweetie ! You sure are a darling . Really sweetie althought you feel bad when kids from youth group called you small or with small ** or with no hair on your ** or you look younger , there is someone who would like to look like you . And that's me my sweetie . I am 100% completely honest that i would want to look like you on look . You are seem younger with no hair on your body and you are blonde sweetie , you look like an angel . And if you don't like it now sweetie the fact that you look younger when you become 30 or 40 or 50 years old you will love it that you will look younger .
Love you mommy and I allways want you mommy and i go other place you said you are mommy and find you mommy and love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx and if cant find you mommy and i come back here mommy xxxxxx