In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
And rubb your ** too ? Don't let him sweetie it's not fair angel . And the fact that he is doing the same thing to his children is kind of weird . Does he has sons or daughters sweetie ?
I need you mommy and said he rubb my ** so not sting that much mommy and does his own kids mommy and they have 3 kids mommy and were you mommy and i want my daddy mommy and have my teddy mommy and daddys picture beside me mommy and pretend teddy is you mommy and can cuddle me mommy and wish you tuck me in mommy and rubb sting away mommy. You said im not bold mommy and not my fault and you realy love me mommy and make my belly happy inside mommy. Im your baby girl mommy and your my real mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetie . I am here sweetie . It's cute you have a teddy sweetie you are a darling . Don't let him sweetie rub your ** it's illegal , clearly he does it on purpose . Even with calm voice told him you don't want to rub you on your ** . Thank you sweetie . Hug sweetie . And i remembered you ask me if i drink . I don't drink sweetie but to be honest i want to drink and get drunk so much .
I can drink with you lots and lots mommy and make me feel better mommy and can i stay up like you mommy all time till like 2 and even later mommy and leave school mommy and youth group mommy please. I love you mommy xxxxxx
You have alcohol in your house sweetie ?
Im sorry mommy and were you mommy. Its not fair and can drink with you lots mommy and stay up late like you mommy. Love you mommy and miss you mommy your baby girl xxxxxx