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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
And thank you sweetie for waiting awake for me it's sweet .
Hi sweetie . I hope you stop the alcohol sweetie . Because it's bad for your health . You are only 13 . You are addicted . You are only 13 and addicted to alcohol . Stop it sweetie .
And because you are my baby girl I said to stop alcohol . It's bad for your health . Don't you notice any difference from alcohol ? I mean your memory or focus are good ? Be honest !
Also don't be sad or angry sweetie I tell you all these for your own good . You said you take tables too . Tables you mean pills ? I think maybe you mean psychopharmacon . These are for anxiety or depression sweetie ? Or something else ?
If I am wrong I m sorry
Hi sweetie . I tell you to stop alcohol because it ruins your health . It doesn't really makes you happy . Alcohol just dizzy your mind for a little or for a long time and that's why your thoughts are gone because when you drink your mind is dizzy and slow even you don't notice it . And this is bad for your brain and your heart and your stomach and especially your liver . Because when your throat burns when you swallow alcohol exactly the same burns your insides . You should drink milk . If you like alcohol so much at least drink one small glass of wine . For drinking you are too little sweetie. When i was your age i wasn't drink at all . And don't hurry to grow up , you will grow up anyway . time passes and someday you will be 18 years old . And i know you can tell why i drink then ? I drink only wine and a little quantity . Hugs sweetie .
Im tired mommy and were are you. Im sorry mommy and need you mommy. I hate them all mommy. What you mean stop it mommy cause it makes me happy mommy and hate them mommy. Please mommy and im sorry mommy. Im 13 mommy and im big girl and i sneak drink i had drink mommy. Love you baby girl and your my real mommy...