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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
Hi sweetie . I tell you to stop alcohol because it ruins your health . It doesn't really makes you happy . Alcohol just dizzy your mind for a little or for a long time and that's why your thoughts are gone because when you drink your mind is dizzy and slow even you don't notice it . And this is bad for your brain and your heart and your stomach and especially your liver . Because when your throat burns when you swallow alcohol exactly the same burns your insides . You should drink milk . If you like alcohol so much at least drink one small glass of wine . For drinking you are too little sweetie. When i was your age i wasn't drink at all . And don't hurry to grow up , you will grow up anyway . time passes and someday you will be 18 years old . And i know you can tell why i drink then ? I drink only wine and a little quantity . Hugs sweetie .
Were you mommy and im sorry and mom smacked me again mommy and told me too get shower mommy cause we have see princeable at 10 mommy and talk about my behaviour and mom said not too ware ** when put on my uniform and said im too say sorry too princeable and not answer back and too think off my behaviour very serious mommy. I hate her mommy.its not even fair and its stings mommy. I realy need you mommy and i fell assleep again mommy and sorry mommy. I had drink when mom went too neighbours mommy and sorry mommy but need too drink and feel good mommy and feel happy and not sad mommy and mom takes tablets mommy and it make me feel good also mommy. I need it mommy and sorry but please not hide it mommy. Your my real mommy and im your baby girl and huggs you mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetie . Now these in England is 12 :27 morning the princeable is gone i guess . How it was sweetie ? Your mother is crazy i said it lots of times . I hope to not believe that her behaviour is right . Not wearing ** seems logical to you ? I wonder why you haven't logical people around you ? What is tables sweetie ? Hug sweetie . I want to believe that princeable will be logical enought to understand your mother's craziness and understand why you have angry mood .
Were you mommy and need you mommy and im sorry mommy. Your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Ηi sweetie . Sweetie please try to be calm for your own good . So you will have not any troubles . I don't want you to have a problem with your ** and legs . You get so much spanking and you don't worth it sweetie . I won't even ask you why you have so much anger because i would have gone crazy if i was you . But please sweetie try to be calm . What these tables you said sweetie ? I am here sweetie . Hug angel sweetie . And remember DON'T drink alcohol today . Maybe it's sounds hard but is better to sit and cry than drink alcohol . But i admit i feel guilty for can not help you essentially sweetie . I mean in person . Not only here with some good words . Hug sweetie .
I hate them mommy and its not fair mommy and were are you mommy im sorry xxxxxx
Please mommy and i dont mean it mommy and you mad me now mommy. I love you mommy and im your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Sorry mommy and had too do another text mommy and pastor gave out and said they be over later too talk with me mommy its not fair mommy. Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Were you mommy and im sorry mommy. Im in my room and crying mommy and need you mommy and keep get annoyed mommy and get in more trouble all time mommy. Its sore mommy and not fair and i just get realy angry mommy and im sorry. Mom was talk too princeable and say she took care off me and said it wont happen again mommy and said too him that i have be get out off hand mommy and told me too say sorry and prineable raise his voice at me mommy and gave out mommy and said i will never talk too him or any teachers ever again like i did and said he hope my mom corrected my bad behaviour and mom looked at him and saw her smile at him mommy and said she most certainley did and said i will be a better little girl in school again and my face was red mommy and tummy felt funny and i told mom too leave me f alone mommy and princeable got up and yelled at me and told him leave me alone mommy and was try get out and mom grabbed me mommy and smacked my ** like five times or something over my skirt mommy and said sit down now and think princeable might have saw me down there mommy cause my skirt lifted up mommy and pushed it down realy fast mommy and princeable and mom gave out for ages mommy and was crying mommy and my face was realy red mommy and ptinceable told mom im too not come back too school for another week mommy. I hate them mommy and mom told him that my school work will all be done again while im at home and he said glad too hare and told me too straighten up if want come back too school mommy and mommy said something and could not realy hare mommy. But think said i be sit on sore ** at home do school work mommy and they just shook hands and princeable said he see mom and me next friday mommy for meeting mommy and i said nothing and mom made me answer and made me answer and say sorry mommy and smacked me at home mommy and rang pastor with me at home and made me tell pastor what happend and he gave out mommy and said they