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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
Ηi sweetie . Sweetie please try to be calm for your own good . So you will have not any troubles . I don't want you to have a problem with your ** and legs . You get so much spanking and you don't worth it sweetie . I won't even ask you why you have so much anger because i would have gone crazy if i was you . But please sweetie try to be calm . What these tables you said sweetie ? I am here sweetie . Hug angel sweetie . And remember DON'T drink alcohol today . Maybe it's sounds hard but is better to sit and cry than drink alcohol . But i admit i feel guilty for can not help you essentially sweetie . I mean in person . Not only here with some good words . Hug sweetie .
Were you mommy and please dont go mommy and it realy make me better mommy and you have too let me drink mommy and please and its not fair mommy and tablets i take on mom is called mirtasapine i think mommy and you cant hide it mommy and i probley find it anyway mommy im sorry and its not fair mommy cause its sore mommy and my princeable was realy mad mommy and might have saw me down there mommy and saw mom smack me mommy and thats not fair mommy. I want you mommy and need you mommy and wish you here too mommy too hugg me mommy and rubb sting away mommy please. I want you mommy and its not fair mommy and if did keep drinking mommy you realy be mad at me mommy. Love you mommy and im your baby girl mommy please and text back mommy cause love you xxxxxx
I instist to not drink sweetie . I googled a little these tables sweetie and i read that are for depression . Your mother has depression too ? Hug my sweetie . Please sweetie i am telling you the truth , alcohol only dizzy your brain and it changes it too . Sure it's your mother's fault for your anger but alcohol is responsible too . So stop it . You already take pills for depression that i hope a doctor told you to take them . And you don't need alcohol , you think you need because you are addicted . Hug sweetie .
Its my moms tablets i take on her mommy and mom does not no mommy and realy mommy i need too drink and not be sad then mommy when i do mommy it make me feel better mommy please and then will.you give out mommy and im sorry mommy and were are you mommy i want you mommy. Love you mommy and please text back mommy cause want you mommy and need you mommy. Im your baby girl mommy and need you mommy xxxxxx
At least stop the one of the two things . Stop alcohol or tablets . I prefer both but whatever . They both ruin your health . Can i ask you something ? Did you tell me that you want to have body hair and bigger ** ? How would you have them if you drink and take tables ? Both of them slow down your development and i am serious . You are only 13 you are still develope . Your body needs healthy stuff to develope well . I hope you not smoking too , if you do stop it immediately. And tables are drugs . But legally drugs . But this doesn't mean that are good for your health . Please sweetie take care of yourself more . I wish i was your real mother . We wouldn't have a single bottle of alcohol in our house , i would lock all of them and i would hide the tables too . You are depressed and alcohol and tables are not a solution . They make you feel worse and i know it cause i have been many times drunk in my life . A girl i know she was depressed and she drunk alcohol and smoke week and took cocain and now she is even worse . Your mother ruins her health too with the tables . I don't think she drinks alcohol because of her religion but maybe she drinks too . Be sure that your mother is depressed the same way as you and you are both angry from this depression and your mother has a lot of traumas inside her . The same with you and alcohol make these traumas worse . Hug sweetie .
Please mommy and want you and not fair mommy. Im your baby girl mommy xxxxxx