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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
I want my daddy mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetie . But promise me sweetie that you won't drink anymore .
I want you mommy and pastor and stupid wife gone home mommy and i did not be bold when he came up and said tuck me in mommy and put cream on my ** mommy and said too make it better mommy. I hate them all mommy and please text me mommy and love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetie . At least sweetie you put a cream on your ** . I am sorry sweetie i wans't at home and i am not mad at you sweetie you are my baby girl . But please sweetie you have to stop hurting yourself . Do you cut yourself ? If you do stop it you ruin your beautiful body and really you have really a wonderful body sweetie . You have to stop also hurting your insides . You don't need alcohol and tables sweetie . Trust me . I wouldn't lie to you . It's better to eat healthy than drink alcohol . Stop it before it's too late . You are addicted can you understand it ? You are still a kid , you are not big girl . You are a kid . I don't said that to insult you . When you become 23 you will see the difference between13 year old and 23 year old . Another girls your age are kids too . I understand that the only thing you care is to have fun but alcohol and drugs are not fun . Are dangerous for your health . And if you are not sick yet it's because you have strong body and you are very lucky person .i told you lot of times alcohol is not the solution in problems . And if you drinking then easily you can go to drugs too i mean drugs like weed or heroin or cocain or lsd . DON'T EVEN DARE TOUCH THOSE DRUGS . Are easily addictive and you could die from one dose . So listen to me stop this instant . And i tell you AT LEAST drink only half glass of wine ONLY . Because vodka it burns your insides . Listen to me before it's too late . If you continue drink or do drugs you will want to stop and you will can't stop because your body will hurt without those . And you end up lying on a road , alone and without a home with heroin pierced in your arms remembering my words . So if you don't want to end up like this STOP . I don't try to scare you my words are absolutely true .
Your there mommy and love you sooo much mommy and im realy sorry mommy and i fell assleep again mommy and wanted you mommy im sorry my eyes fell assleep again mommy. Im still tired mommy and mom called me few minutes ago and too get shower and come down and
said was cream make my legs and bottom better that pastor put on mommy and said no mommy and she said im too loose attitude right now and that were going too store in while mommy and go spank me too remind me too be good in store mommy and too sit on stoole again for other hour with bare ** and think again with my attitude and choices mommy and hate them mommy and pastor kept saying he loves me mommy and need correction and guideance and said something like spare the rod mommy and rubbed cream on my ** and said he does it too his kids mommy and make it feel better and said im like his daughter mom mommy but dont want him mommy and its just not fair mommy. I love you mommy and even if take drink mommy you be mad at me mommy and your my mommy and if even just keep drink mommy and even you keep say no mommy then you see me mommy you realy be mad mommy and even if you hide it mommy and im good find things mommy and then you realy be mad mommy.if you see me drink in my room mommy. Its not fair mommy and go for shower mommy.and its still even still sore mommy. I need you mommy and our my real mommy and im your baby girl mommy and huggs too you mommy and go my shower now mommy and miss you mommy xxxxxx
Were you mommy and want you mommy cause mom and me went too store mommy and mom bought shopping mommy and bought me skrt and wont let me pick my own skirt mommy and i saw tongs like in magazines mommy that models ware mommy cause mom picked up stupid ** i allways ware mommy and there stupid mommy and have stupid balloons and kittens and stupid things on them mommy and said no way will evrer ware filthy things like that and i just said shes mean and should be able pick my clothes and own ** mommy and she said im just little girl and too drop it now and i said im not little mommy but she smacked my legs mommy and bought stupid ** and said were go too toilet in store mommy and was big toilet mommy for wheel chair mommy and she just took my skirt and ** off mommy and smacked me hard mommy and was say im brat and how dare me answer back and lots stuff mommy and then went home mommy and said go straight my room and im go get it again later mommy. Hate her mommy and its not fair mommy cause shes stupid mommy. I took just bit drink now mommy and go have more later mommy and you realy be mad at me mommy cause what can you even do then mommy cause i realy need it mommy and i mean it mommy. Please you have let me have drink mommy and even get my own clothes and not stupid ** and able ware tongs like the big models in magazines mommy. They all look nice mommy and it make me look nice mommy and some off the people when was only 10,11, 12 said im ** mommy and can be model and i did dances for them in just even ** and no clothes mommy and do things on camera mommy for them mommy and they said im pretty and nicest model they ever saw mommy. I need you mommy and miss you and want hugg mommy please and can you please text mommy. Your my real mommy and im your baby girl mommy and huggs you mommy xxxxxx
Were are you mommy and im sorry mommy and want you mommy. Your my real mommy and im your baby girl mommy and hate them mommy xxxxxx
Please mommy and were are you xxxxxx
My eyes are tired mommy but stay wake for you mommy and need you mommy. Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx