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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
Your there mommy and love you sooo much mommy and im realy sorry mommy and i fell assleep again mommy and wanted you mommy im sorry my eyes fell assleep again mommy. Im still tired mommy and mom called me few minutes ago and too get shower and come down and
said was cream make my legs and bottom better that pastor put on mommy and said no mommy and she said im too loose attitude right now and that were going too store in while mommy and go spank me too remind me too be good in store mommy and too sit on stoole again for other hour with bare ** and think again with my attitude and choices mommy and hate them mommy and pastor kept saying he loves me mommy and need correction and guideance and said something like spare the rod mommy and rubbed cream on my ** and said he does it too his kids mommy and make it feel better and said im like his daughter mom mommy but dont want him mommy and its just not fair mommy. I love you mommy and even if take drink mommy you be mad at me mommy and your my mommy and if even just keep drink mommy and even you keep say no mommy then you see me mommy you realy be mad mommy and even if you hide it mommy and im good find things mommy and then you realy be mad mommy.if you see me drink in my room mommy. Its not fair mommy and go for shower mommy.and its still even still sore mommy. I need you mommy and our my real mommy and im your baby girl mommy and huggs too you mommy and go my shower now mommy and miss you mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetie . the men that told you you are ** and you were dancing for them were pedophiles or maybe not . I don't mean this is bad but they called you ** because they were ** with you that time and they were ** for you not for your ** . The ** that models wear are not modest sweetie . If you would wear that kind of underwear your ** will shown or even your ** will shown . So better to wear nice ** for your age . And even i never wore ** like women in magazines . And trust me these women they are not like you see then on magazines . They starve because they don't eat much and they put too much make-up on their face and do much photoshop . In their real appearance they are as normal as you and i . And most of model women nobody care for them as a person . Beeing pretty and ** it's not everything in this world . It's okay if you want to be but don't be obsession with it . You are still a wonderful angel without ** clothes or ** ** or make up or even if you don't look like the women on magazines ( i absolutely don't look like them either ) you are still a pretty woman . You can be pretty but not only pretty . Your value is not only your beauty . You can be smart or good person , these are values you have too . You can be and smart and good person and pretty . For the alcohol i don't know what else to say . Do you want to ruin your health ? Do you want to end up lying on a road dizzy alone and without home ? Because most people are cruel unfortunately . There is racism towards people who do drugs or drink alcohol . I don't mean in school years when drinking or doing drugs ''it's cool'' and ** . I mean later in life . Out of the school . And if you end up like this you will be alone except if you are too lucky and even one person still
would be there with you . So stop doing these things . Or if you are cutting yourself or you smoking stop it right now . And you felt guilty for ** which it's normal ?
** it's way better than alcohol and drugs . I would prefer for you to have ** WITH PROTECTION with all the boys and girls in your school than drink alcohol and drugs . Because at least ** gives you some pleasure, what good drugs and alcohol do ? I would prefer to rub your ** sweetie and give you lots of pleasure so you can feel better than listening to you drinking . And i bet you have a wonderful sweet little ** . I am sorry sweetie i am a little ** . Hug my angel sweetie .
And you have to listening to me this instant or else i will put you in the corner standing . So stop it right now sweetheart .
Please mommy you mean it cause why then mommy and might be angry mommy and tell you no mommy your baby girl mommy and sorry mommy xxxxxx
I want stop mommy and promise mommy bu i realy cant mommy and i will try mommy realy will mommy and promise cause your my mommy and mommy if im bold can you do something mommy and not like mom but hugg me after ground or smack me mommy. I love you mommy and need you mommy please and sorry mommy. Your realy my mommy and you said dont need all that stuff mommy and they said too show them lots off things mommy. I wish you rubb me down there mommy and your best mommy in world mommy and im your baby girl mommy and please text me mommy please xxxxxx