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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
Please mommy you mean it cause why then mommy and might be angry mommy and tell you no mommy your baby girl mommy and sorry mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetie i know that you can't because you are addicted . But when you have a desire to drink pressure yourself to not do it . Do something else when you have desire alcohol . You can ** when you want to drink . And be sure your mother won't see you ** . I don't think i would smack you it's against my nature to do it so if you would tell me no i would raise my voice too . I would put in the corner if you wouldn't listening to me and i would kick out all the alcohol from the house if i was your real mother so you could not find it ever . So stop it , pressure yourself .
Im sorry mommy and change my mind mommy and its ok mommy and dont want go in corner mommy i mean it mommy ok and thats it and mean it mommy cause i be serious mommy and mean it mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and were are you mommy cause want you mommy and your my real mommy. Huggs you mommy and its not fair mommy xxxxxx
I am here darling and I am drunk to be honest if you want to ruin your health do it . And i am dizzy do you liked it ? Don't be like me ? you ** have listen to me . I told you to not drink so you have to listen to me . I am your mother and your my baby girl so you have to listen to me . Hugs my angel sweetie .
I know you mad at me sweetie . But if you want to ruin your health do it .
Were you mommy and im sorry mommy and mean it mommy and i change my mind mommy ok mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and mom said have go down at 7 mommy in **. Hate her mommy and sorry mommy xxxxxx and were you mommy
Sorry mommy and were are you mommy and need you mommy. Im big girl and mom smacked me mommy and hate her mommy. Its not fair mommy and im your baby girl mommy xxxxxx