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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
I know you mad at me sweetie . But if you want to ruin your health do it .
Sweetie you should stop immediately . You sould ** stop you are hearing me ? I would put you in corner .
Listen to me
Were you mommy and its not fair mommy cause think you curse at me and your drinking mommy and why can i not drink as well mommy ok and why i have go in corner mommy and i might say no too you anyway mommy so there and wont go corner mommy cause i might not want too go mommy ok and plus my phone fell mommy and mom smacked me mommy and would not even let me put my lamp light on mommy and could not find my phone mommy and i missed you sooo much mommy but its ok mommy and mean it cause changed my mind mommy and im not go in corner mommy and thats final mommy ok. I love you mommy and want huggs off you mommy and hare my mom get up mommy and dont want go church mommy and see every one mommy cause their stupid mommy and mean and have see pastor again after church mommy and dont want too mommy. Your my real mommy and im your baby girl mommy and huggs too you mommy and hate them all mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetie . Now I noticed that i told you I was drunk . I shouldn't have to tell you . I was at a party . And I said you can't drink because you are only 13 and you drink every day and i don't drink every day . That's why . Sorry for the word "**" I said in above comments . I was just more spontaneous . Hug sweetie .
Were you mommy and its not fair mommy and need you please mommy and text me back mommy. Were going too church in few minutes mommy and i dont want go and sorry mommy. Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx