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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
Hi sweetie . Now I noticed that i told you I was drunk . I shouldn't have to tell you . I was at a party . And I said you can't drink because you are only 13 and you drink every day and i don't drink every day . That's why . Sorry for the word "**" I said in above comments . I was just more spontaneous . Hug sweetie .
Were in pastors house mommy again and Im in their girls room again mommy and bored mommy and get lunch soon mommy and he shouted at me after church in office again mommy and smacked me again. I want you now mommy and need you please mommy. Its not fair mommy and hate them sooo much mommy and stings mommy and were you now mommy and you drink again later mommy and im change my mind mommy and.wont go in corner ok and thats it im serious mommy ok. I miss you mommy and love you mommy. Your baby girl mommy and want huggs mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetheart. Dont be afraid too message me. I am a friend off your mommys that you are messageing here. If you like you can message your mommy and ask her princess. Your mommy and i have being messaging each other sweetheart and she tells me she loves you so much princess. Shes very worried about you sweetie and so am i too be honest. You can message your mommy as said princess and ask her about me. Tell her daddy was looking for her. Stay safe little one...
Hi daddy !
Hi my angel girl. If you can set up something again soon sweetie and i will know its you princess. I have made contact as you see with this little sweetie. Hope your feeling better prescious and daddy was extremley worried about you last night angel. Your a young girl and anything can happen too you sweetie when your so drunk. You need too promise daddy you wont get that drunk again my love. Love your daddy...
Also sweetheart. Stay firm in what we talked about. Tell her now that your the mommy and adult. Shes back in room on her own now princess. I suggest you firmley tell her she cannot change her mind and that your her mommy and tell her not too answer you back. Tell her too go into a corner this instant and you tell her what ever time you choose too give her sweetie. Shes too stay there and then you can hugg her after time out. Dont let her dictate too you my love and stay firm princess. Shes just a baby and cant tell you what to do angel girl. Im so proud off you and love you my princess. Your daddy...
Hi my prescious angel. Think i found a post belonging too you that you opened 25 days ago. Called i just open up. If its you sweetheart i check it again soon. Love your daddy...
Hi sweetie . I won't drink later because I feel like ** right now. That's what alcohol do to you and that's why I tell you to not drink anymore . Hug sweetie .
Were are you mommy and need you now mommy ok and some one look for you mommy. Im realy bored mommy and their out playing mommy and its not fair cause have nothing to do mommy and hate them all mommy soooo much. Your my real mommy and im your baby girl mommy xxxxxx