In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
Hi my angel girl. If you can set up something again soon sweetie and i will know its you princess. I have made contact as you see with this little sweetie. Hope your feeling better prescious and daddy was extremley worried about you last night angel. Your a young girl and anything can happen too you sweetie when your so drunk. You need too promise daddy you wont get that drunk again my love. Love your daddy...
Hi daddy . I answered you daddy.
Hi sweetie . You haven't messaged many hours . Are you there sweetie ?
Were home mommy and its not fair and hate them all sooooo much mommy and were are you mommy cause need you mommy and asked mom for my tv and ipad and mom said not too ask her again because bold girls dont deserve nice things mommy and she said im have bath at 7 mommy and spank me before bed mommy. I hate them mommy and missed you soooo much mommy. I mean it mommy and change my mind cause i wont want be in corner mommy ok and thats it now mommy i realy mean it mommy and you can drink as well mommy. Your my real mommy and im your baby girl mommy and want you now mommy please xxxxxx
Hi sweetie i was sleeping . Are you there ?
Im sorry mommy its stinging mommy and were are you mommy cause need you mommy and its not fair and dont go mommy please. Your m mommy and im your baby girl mommy and want you mommy and need huggs mommy xxxxxx
Were you mommy and need you. Im your baby girl mommy and want drink mommy and please text me mommy and its not fair mommy xxxxxx
I want you mommy please and need you and its sore mommy and im your baby girl mommy xxxxxx