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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
Hi sweetie i was sleeping . Are you there ?
Im here mommy and im crying mommy cause its stinging mommy and need you here mommy and its not fair and im your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
If i don't speak much sweetie sorry i am not so good too .
Tell me what happen sweetie .
Its not fair mommy and mom keeps smack me mommy and my legs and ** are realy realy red and sore mommy and used my brush and ruler and even smack my hands again mommy. I want you mommy and need you cause your my real mommy and im realy your baby girl mommy and want you now mommy xxxxxx
If you want sweetie put a cream on your ** like the one pastor put you .
And i still insist to speak to someone .
Please mommy and want you mommy its not fair mommy xxxxxx