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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
If you want sweetie put a cream on your ** like the one pastor put you .
And i still insist to speak to someone .
Sorry mommy and pastors mean but mommy and he had cream with him mommy that said puts on his own kids mommy and even my handys are sore mommy and wish you snuggle me mommy and rubb me mommy. Your baby girl xxxxxx
Hi sweetie . It's okay you speak with me . i thought to speak to a psychologist . It's good to open up and put out all your feelings and thoughts . Hug sweetie .
I talk you mommy and whats pycolegesd mommy and better just talk with you mommy and thats all mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and your my real mommy and will you rubb my handys legs and ** mommy please mommy and snuggle me mommy like in movies mommy please. Its not fair mommy and love you sooo much mommy xxxxxx
Hugs sweetie . Psychologist is a person who you can open up to him/her and he/she trying to help you with your problems .
Im sorry mommy and need you mommy. Your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Who i tell momy and love your baby girl mommy and not fair mommy xxxxxx
Please mommy and were are you cause need you mommy xxxxxx