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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
Hugs sweetie . Psychologist is a person who you can open up to him/her and he/she trying to help you with your problems .
I dont want that mommy and it be scarey mommy and talk too you just mommy ok. Are you in bed mommy and im sorry mommy and i drink some vodka mommy from under my bed mommy. Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetie . If you are tired then sleep angel . We can talk each other tommorow . And we will talk about your drinking too . Don't end up like me angel . And now i will not drink alcohol for a long times . Do the same don't drink .
Were you mommy and im sorry mommy cause my eyes were tired again and wanted too be wake for you mommy and mom called me ages ago mommy and had breaky allready mommy and have too have shower now mommy and mom said just go down only in towel and said she go blister my bottom mommy and its allready sting mommy. Hate her soooo much mommy cause its not fair and she said im go sit on chair again when smacks me mommy for hour again mommy and i even said please no mommy and she smack my ** and said go get shower now brat andvstop answer her mommy. I want too drink some vodka now mommy. I have have shower now mommy cause mom might come up and give out mommy if dont hurry and want you mommy and need you and miss you mommy please text mommy now please. Your my real mommy and want cuddles mommy and im your baby girl mommy. Huggs you my mommy and want you now mommy ok xxxxxx
I am here sweetie, hi sweetie i was just sleeping i am not mad . Hugs sweetie . But really you have to stop drinking . How do you drink ? I mean how many glasses of vodka do you drink ? I don't like the way your mother treats you sweetie .
Were you mommy and its not fair and mom make me studie again mommy and hate her mommy cause its stings so much mommy and only want you mommy please and sorry mommy but took a bit drink few minutes ago mommy so help me mommy and dont be mad mommy cause said i change my mind mommy and dont want you say im have time out now mommy and i made my mind up for real mommy and thats it ok mommy and i can be serious mommy ok. I wish you were with me mommy and cuddle me for real mommy like on telly mommy. Cause your my real mommy and love you mommy and im your baby girl and want you now mommy please and are realy not drink again mommy realy. Your my mommy for real mommy and miss you xxxxxx
Please mommy and im scared mommy and think my eyes are tired again mommy and its not fair mommy. I love you mommy and want rubb sting mommy and cuddle me mommy cause im your baby girl mommy xxxxxx