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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
I am here sweetie, hi sweetie i was just sleeping i am not mad . Hugs sweetie . But really you have to stop drinking . How do you drink ? I mean how many glasses of vodka do you drink ? I don't like the way your mother treats you sweetie .
Were you mommy and need you. Im just finish studieing mommy and i have beaker and pour some vodka in it mommy or other drink mommy and make me feel better mommy and not be sad some times mommy and sorry mommy. Please mommy and what you doing mommy and miss you soooo much mommy and need you. Its not fair mommy and hate her mommy and your my real mommy and love you mommy cause im your baby girl mommy and want cuddle mommy please mommy and huggs you mommy xxxxxx
I was in school sweetie now I have a break. I told you a lot of times alcohol only ruins your health and it doesn't make you happy . It makes you feel worse . You think I don't know it ? Stop it please sweetie.
Im sorry mommy and you in school mommy. I need you mommy and its not fair mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and i want too take more drink mommy please. Your my real mommy and miss you now mommy and huggs you mommy xxxxxx
You can't take another sweetie . I told you it's bad for your health . Hug sweetie .
Were you mommy and need you now mommy and not fair. Your baby girl mommy and please text me mommy xxxxxx
Were you mommy xxxxxx and need you mommy please cause its not fair mommy