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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
You can't take another sweetie . I told you it's bad for your health . Hug sweetie .
Sorry mommy and mom smacked me again mommy and said better go assleep mommy and hate her mommy. Love your baby girl and need drink mommy and not be sad and miss you mommy xxxxxx
Sweetie i said no you can't drink . I told you this your own good .
You don't need it . So stop it .
Please mommy cause its not fair mommy and anyway mommy cause makes me happy and said i change my mind mommy and you dont want go in corner ok mommy thats it and love you mommy and im your baby girl mommy and want snuggles mommy please mommy xxxxxx
Hi sweetie . I am here sweetie . These days i am not so good i am watching a comedy series so i can forget myself . Hug sweetie . When would you go in school again ?
Were you mommy cause need you now mommy please and love you mommy and im your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Its not fair mommy and need you mommy. Your my real mommy and miss you mommy and im not brat mommy and mom came in minute ago and said she tann my bottom if not assleep when come up next time mommy and want snuggle you mommy please mommy and hate her mommy and not fair and im your baby girl mommy and dont go mommy xxxxxx