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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
Hi sweetie . I am here sweetie . These days i am not so good i am watching a comedy series so i can forget myself . Hug sweetie . When would you go in school again ?
I am here here sweetie . Hug sweetie . When would you go in school again sweetie ?
Are you not well mommy and you have sore tummy mommy and wish i watch tv with you mommy and snuggle mommy and princeable said have not school till next monday mommy but have see him again friday with mommy and hate him mommy. Love you mommy xxxxxx
I hope to go well sweetie on friday . Try to be calm because it's sad to have more troubles . Hugs sweetie . I would like to watch too . I watch a comedy with a mother with her mother and they don't have good relationship together and this mother has daughter too . And the three of then has one thing in common . They are alcoholic and do drugs (they used to do these things but now no ) and do ** with men . I know the plot might sounds sad but it's a comedy . I am a little depressed sweetie . Hugs sweetie .
Im crying mommy cause your sad mommy and its not fair mommy cause your nicest mommy in whole world mommy and love you soooo much mommy. Your my real mommy and love you mommy and say im your baby girl mommy and huggs you mommy cause your sad mommy and thats not fair mommy xxxxxx
It's okay sweetie it's just i feel lonely and that's why i can understand you sweetie . Hugs sweetie . And don't cry for me sweetie it's okay .