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In my own world
People would say i am on my own world or that i am stupid . I get used to it so much that i can't feel anything . The only thing i like to do is to sit with closed eyes and doing nothing . I like to see my interior self . I like to live in my mind and thinking i fly up to the sky . I like to hear angelic voices and thinking that i fly to the sky . People from here told me to die because they misunderstand me for ** but i didn't feel nothing . Don't worry i want to die anyway but not for the reason you want me to die . Maybe if i was just disappear while sleeping and disappear from the world and people's memory who know me like i had never born . I feel like i am nothing and can't do anything about it than just accept it but i don't know if i ever accept tha fact that i feel i am nothing and other people seem to me like they are something . Tell me egoistic and jealous someone told this to me , i know i am but i don't feel nothing for this either. I kinda understand why some people end up doing drugs or alcohol. They want to get away from the world and from themselves too .
It's okay sweetie it's just i feel lonely and that's why i can understand you sweetie . Hugs sweetie . And don't cry for me sweetie it's okay .
There , instead of vodka you can watch whenever you have time a comedy . I do it too and forget myself a little .
But mom took my ipad and tv mommy and wish watch nice movies with you mommy and cuddle mommy and can we have popcorn mommy and lemonade mommy and mommy am honest with you mommy cause your my real mommy and talk you mommy and im sorry mommy but im took little bit more vodka mommy from under my bed mommy and so wont be sad for you and my daddy mommy and my uncle and lots off stuff mommy. But its ok mommy cause im never sick mommy and im 13 mommy and i do it for ages mommy and not sick mommy. You make me happy inside mommy and love you mommy. Love your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
How much alcohol do you have in your house ? You should stop sweetie . Just because you are not sick now doesn't mean you will not in the future .
I love you mommy and were are you and fall assleep again mommy and sorry cause realy miss you mommy and mom said go come up and bath me in few minutes mommy and give me smacking mommy and make me sit in kitchen again on chair mommy. Hate her mommy and love you mommy and its not fair and feel like get drink in my beaker mommy and mom has lots and lots drink mommy and nevers sees it gone mommy. Your my real mommy and love you more than all moon and stars and every one mommy and mean it mommy and it make my tummy happy inside mommy when you say nice things and say im not brat and selfish and lots things they all say mommy and go now mommy cause mom said get un dressed and in bathroom in two minutes mommy. Love your baby girl mommy and huggs you mommy xxxxxx
Were you mommy and need you mommy and its not fair mommy. Love you mommy and huggs mommy and im your baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Were you mommy and hate mom soooo much mommy and pastor mommy and their come over later mommy. I realy want you mommy please and its not fair mommy. Love you baby girl mommy xxxxxx
Were you mommy and need you cause its not fair mommy and realy miss you mommy and love you. Im bored mommy and dont want studie anymore mommy cause its not fair mommy. I hate mom soooo much mommy and need you mommy and huggs you mommy xxxxxx im your baby girl mommy
Im sorry mommy and love you momm and eyes are sting mommy and close mommy but want you mommy and dont want sleep mommy cause miss you too much mommy and not fair. Your my real mommy and love your baby girl mommy and huggs you mommy xxxxxx