I'm Probably Messed Up
This is an example of a situation that happened yesterday. I was standing at the top of 5 stories of stairs with a friend. The railings were just metal posts, so you could sit down and slip through it and fall 5 stories. My first thought was: If I pushed So-And-So, they could die. I have the powder to kill them right now. All it would take is one push and they'd fall.
This is another one from around Christmas last year. I was holding a candy cane that I had sucked on in such a way that it was really sharp. I thought: Is this sharp enough to kill someone? Could this actually draw blood?
I've never actually killed anyone and I'm not going to try, but is this normal to constantly be thinking like this?