i hate my new life

i used to sleep around a lot drink myself stupid and do bad in school and didnt work

now i do not sleep around, i drink in moderation, and i am getting a 3.5 gpa, and have a part time job i live a responsible life

and i'm so miserable. i want to go back to my old ways because my life had some sort of meaning to it. i was so much happier back then then i am now. i dont know what to do or how to feel. im so lonely witht his new life

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  • I hate to say it but thats what happens when you become an adult you have to do things that suck. I am sure that you do not want to rely on your family for the rest of your life so get your act together and when you are a little older and financially independent you can explore that side of you once more and be able to do it in a more mature fashion.

  • Work hard and party hard. Either extreme is harmful. Find a good balance, and maybe that'll make you feel better.

    I can't say for certain this is the proper advice for you as I don't really know much about you, but just giving in to your desire to party and drink so blatantly and unabashedly, even if you really want to, isn't always the right choice. In this society it seems to usually be the wrong one.

  • ^I agree, everyone should repress themselves and live cold unfeeling lives as proper members of society.

  • Your just lucky and blessed nothing bad happened during your bad girl days. Embrace your new lifestyle. You were probably saved from something bad that could've happened. Remember naughty things go punished someway somehow. So be grateful you were at least able to stop that lifestyle cuz others cant and our stuck yet our miserable

  • I feel the same way. I can't wait to be bad.

  • you used your partying to escape reality.
    reality is a cold hard b****, that will f*** you up and down, if you let it.
    avoiding it though, just makes it worse.

  • I just made that same change in my life. Partying constantly to doing well in school, and hardly ever partying. It's boring. It's definitely a difficult change to make, but just think about how you're actually doing things that matter now. There's always the weekends and breaks to go get f****** trashed and go sleep around too. You can still have fun even though it's not going to be totally like how it used to be.

  • School won't last forever. You can go back to being a drunk after you graduate. You'll have more money to go to bars and meet people.

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