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Can't get it out of my head
2 years after my wife passed away I discovered that she had cheated on me in the passed , How many times I dont know I was never really truly aware of it at the time . I discovered entries in a diary depicting dates my wife had met up with a guy , It never said what had occurred . But it did say that she could not get him out of Her mind , Also saying she felt bad for me . In the passed my wife on more than one occasion acted suspicious , By coming home late , Being with people I didn't know she even new ,And in areas where she had no reason to be there. At the time I would ask her questions but she would say don't try to make something out of nothing , Then we would get into a argument she would say if I keep on she would leave me , I didn't want that so I would stop so I was none the wiser . I can't get it out of my head not knowing what could have occurred it plays on my mind . Anyone else out there have you been in a similar situation please tell me about it it could he!p me . Also your opinion of what you think she was up to ? Tell me your honest opinion don't hold back thank you .
What kind of feelings? does it turn you on knowing you were eating his ** out of her **? Knowing you might as well have been sucking his ** because you were tasting his ** every time you kissed your wife after she had been out with him. I think you like knowing she was a ** for other men
It feels wrong but it does turn me on