My first time

When I was 14 I became aware of boys sexually, idk just a thing that happened some time later I saw my brothers ** for the first time I walked in on him dancing naked in the shower I was like omg I’m sorry but I could not get it out of my head that’s long floppy thing I dreamed about it one night I went in my brothers room while he was asleep and I well pulled his pjs down and I was just rolling his ** between my fingers, well he woke up and wasn’t happy about it he said he was gonna tell mom I said no please I just was well I just I wanna touch it, he said okay but only if I get to see yours I’m like okay mines a little different I felt weak as he put his hands down my ** and fondled my ** it felt so good the next night my parents were out of town it was just the two of us we were watching a movie, he began to kiss me and caressing my ** I got weak in the knees and dropped on them he pulled his ** out it was hard, long, thick I put my mouth on it like some kind of natural instinct I began to ** I wanted more and more after a while I leaned back on the couch with my legs raised he pulled my ** down fondled my ** it was so good when he took his ** and spread my lips apart I felt so safe and happy, there’s like little magical spots on the inside and he knew all the buttons to push I was soak and wet when he stuffed my chicken I just, took it I got flipped over and pounded from the back, side, head in the pillow my ** was burning in pleasure as I could feel his ** slap against my little ladies he pulled and and I looked at it and got splattered with itcky white stuff, we laid back on the couch I feel asleep sucking on his **, I sucked on it all night long