Wetting my pants in public
When I was sixteen I was on a bus going home from a party the other side of town. I had had a lot of weak beer and was dying for the toilet, much to the amusement of the three friends who were with me. About five minutes before our stop I just could not wait any longer and I wet my pants thoroughly, pee running off the seat onto the bus floor and trickling everywhere. My friends rubbed me about it but as I walked home I realised that I had, in a strange way, enjoyed the experience.
I just could not stop thinking about it and wanted to repeat the experience. It wasn’t long before I started deliberately getting myself into a desperate situation, often on public transport. so that I would “have accident” again ( though not usually in the company of friends !)
So began a lifetime of wetting for pleasure in all sorts of situations including occasional bedwetting.
Yeah, it helped in this situation and others to wait until I really had to go very bad because the squirming was genuine and I didn't have to act. There was also a kind of secondary experience after wetting my pants. I was still in public with wet pants (usually shorts) and could be seen in them. Sometimes I liked to be caught just being wet even if they didn't see me do it. You were pretty bold to wet the bed next to your boyfriend (if that was your post). I don't think I would have done that. I tried as best as I could to keep this sort of thing from people I knew.
Yes, that was my story. One of my favourite memories for sure. There are definitely people I would never wet in front of, especially family. But romantic partners works for me. I’ve had genuine UTIs over the years and that can progress easily into daytime accidents and bedwetting. One partner was open to buying me girls Goodnites to prevent day and night accidents for a few weeks. I pretended to hate them, but it was incredible to have his permission and understanding. It wasn’t a fetish for him, but he was very kind and would even reach over to check if I was still dry or not at night. Just the best feeling to experience that humiliation of him finding out about another accident.
One thing about wetting my pants in public like that is that at the time I didn't know it was a form of exhibitionism. I thought I was just acting like a big child, and I was, but later on found out that it is a fetish and doing it publicly for others to see is exhibitionism. I thought that term only applied to people who exposing themselves, which I would never do.