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One summer I was sitting poolside with a friend sipping cocktails and talking about life. He gave me a mental scenario that has played on my mind ever since. He said, imagine yourself on your death bed with just a few minutes to live. You relive your whole life over and over in your head. He said while you are thinking about this would you have anything to regret? I thought about it for over a year and came up with my answer.

The one thing I regret is that I have hurt people over the past few years. Not physically, but emotionally. It's deeply emotionally. Most of these people were good friends that in one way or another we shared a deep emotional friendship or even a relationship. I cut each one of them out of my life completely. I block their phone numbers, email addresses and even blocked them off my facebook friend list. The urban street term is called "Ghosting someone". Ghosting is when you go ** and literally disappear out of someone’s life without a word or explanation. I have been told it is very traumatic on their part, as I can imagine. I have tried and attempted to make amends. But pretty much have gotten to the cold shoulder or have been equally shut out. For which deserve.

I would have that on my mind for the rest of my life and on my death bed. But, I want to avoid paying penance in repentance of sins. And, would I be able to trust myself to make new friends?

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