Please help me
* im sorry if this is too long but please if someone knows how to help me i would appreciate that*
im a teen and i hate my life. i have everything: the most loving parents, friends, clothes, food and all stuff i need. but im not happy.my parents do everything they can to make me happy but that happines doesnt last long. firstly im 16 and i hate that im becoming a woman. my mom yesterday wanted to buy me heels and she said to me that im not a little girl anymore. i hate that feeling and im not ready to grow up. secondly i never want to wear provoking clothes or even little bit thighter clothes cuz i feel like everybody is gonna watch me. im not even confident in wearing shorts! i hate the feeling that people would look at my ** or ** and sexualize me. i feel like every older man is a pedo even my teachers and random strangers.
thirdly my family is always telling me that happy people is the ones with children and the love of their lives but i dont want that. i feel like its time for me to be in relationship and everything but i feel like i dont want to have boyfriend nor husband and children in future and i dont want that to change. i dont want to lose virginity and i feel like im asexual too. every day i wake up and cry ovethinking everything. i never go out i hate people. i have a few close friends and i feel like before when i was little i was confident and never shy but my parents are the type that wouldnt let me hang out (its complicated lol) and stuff so i feel like thats why im introverted now. i know i havent been introvert my whole life. i used to be the confident kid and never shy but now i am being introverted and not social like others. i hate it. i dont care about peoples opinions about me and i feel like people are sick of me always complaining about life. i hate when my parents try to help me cuz i feel like its only getting worse. also when i tell my friends how i feel they say that i should be happy with what i have and that that sadness wouldnt last long. but that sadness last for over two years now! last summer was really hard for me i didnt know what to do with myself i felt like my head is gonna explode and i couldnt help it. im felling helpless because i cant even contol my own mind and its driving me crazy. i think about killing myself every day but i always remember that that would ruin my familys life and i dont want their life to be sad like mine. i feel so weird knowing that i exist and i dont know how to explain it i may be going through existential crisis for the past two years of my life. i hate being a teen and i feel whenever i think i might have depression my friends always tell me "we all feel like that it will be alright" or "you dont have problems BE HAPPY". i cant be happy just like that. i feel deppresed but they always tell me thats cuz im a teen and its normal to be like that in this period. i hate when they say that cuz that dont help me at all and just make my problem worse. im sorry if this is too long and i feel like most of you are goint to say that i need to meet psychiatrist but im gonna try anyways.
My heads reked kk sister and i feel so sad kk sister
Please just look for me kk sister and i cant suop crying sister kk and i need you kk sister and huggs too yous all sister kk
Please please find me kk sister.and i miss you so bad kk sister and its not rite kk sister and im crying again kk sister and huggs too yous all sister kk
Im so sad sister kk
Please please find this sister kk and i cant even beleave this happend again kk sister and i was so happy when you answerd me sister kk and im ready for school kk sister and my uncle called me ages ago kk sister and he is taken me too school sister kk with my mom and they are have a meeting over me with my princable sister kk and its not rite sister kk and huggs too yous all kk sister
I would have you over my knee in a flash. if you insist on acting like a little girl. I can tell you for certain my husband and i would treat you like one and by the way your only sixteen and your still a child..
Like to talk
Sara you are just an seeking attention
With what
Poor girl..
Meditate and remain in a state of disconnection its a bad bad world out there and you being a woman would be used as an object not human being
Typical teen ** for sure, but still totally legitimate feelings. I would recommend that you ask your folks to sign you up with outward bound or some other female adventure camp. You need to get out of your current social milieu and build confidence in yourself. A physical challenge away from leering eyes of dudes should do that. Good luck young woman
Thanks for advice!
I hope you ok huggs..
I didnt reply to any of the comments you wrote till now (i wrote this confession) and i dont know why are you saying all the mean stuff about me. i just wanted somebody who is willing to help and you are bragging me. you dont need to be mean because you apparently dont know how i feel and you being mean wont help me. go find somebody to ** if you really want it and leave me alone if you dont have anything nice to say. why are people such an idiots.
Please don't listen too them hun huggs
Don’t worry hon just spread ur legs and close ur eyes and let the men do their job...u ll b good
Stop
Ignore the negative hun huggs
Ugh, another whiny teenage American girl with made up problems >:p
** you and im almost 12 and you sound like my ** mom
But honey u told us that u r 16 in the post above so basically u r a attention seeker self absorbed little brat...so stfu and leave us alone
It was not her that said that ** and it was me and shut your f face and you adults think yous are in charge and you are like my ** mom
Ahh i know u ur that fuckinn troll who runs around as a child...drop dead bastardd
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And you sound like a baby, not a 12 year old. If you want to talk with adults, grow a thicker skin. The real world doesn't care about your precious little fee-fees, dear
What ever and now get lost.
LOL,poor baby. No we will not get lost, there are many of us in this world and you are only one small lost little girl,get used to it stupid