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I want to die
I want to die. I don't think I'm depressed, I just hate this world. The only things keeping me from suicide is 1) I do believe in God and am afraid of going to ** and 2) I don't want to hurt my family. But I pray every day not to wake up or to have an accident or illness that takes me. I actually get extremely jealous when I hear someone has a terminal illness. Why can't it be me? i have begged foe this. I just don't want to be here anymore
For sure I am a lot older than you, so let me go first (I am not in a hurry) and I will be able to tell you if it is worth wait for the natural way to go. Think that the only thing that run in only one direction is time, so one day we will get to that point. Why rush? I wish I could talk to you.
I'll give you a perfect reason to live. Give me a 200 K $, because I really need them for starting a new job and employing at least 1 person in the beginning. That way you'll have your money properly invested and if things go well, I'll rerturn you the full amount. Now here's the catch - I will return you your money, but certainly not immediately and not anytime soon. In other words, you'll have to live up to at least 65 to be paid in full. Fair deal? I'm dead serious.
I'm sorry you're feeling this way. Suicide is not the answer and it will certainly hurt your family and friends, if you even try. To be thinking that you don't want to be here is a pretty good indication that you're dealing with some depression. But maybe there are somethings you can start doing to get you out of the space you're in to wanting to live and be happier than you are now. The first would be to see a therapist. It always helps to talk to someone about whatever is happening in your life. Taking care of yourself can also help change your mood. Eating healthy food, getting enough sleep, drinking water, exercising, limiting sugar and soda. Also, making sure you get outside - if you're not look into taking vitamin D. Also, even taking a little trip with a friend (not sure how old you are) and go away for the weekend. You have to be proactive in doing things to make positive changes in your life. It's not always going to be easy.
Even i have a purpose less life
God and ** don’t exist, so don’t worry about that. Go try and live for a bit before you consider ending it. What have you got to lose?
God does exist
😂 ** ** man😂 Thanks for making my day
And I don't why h-ell censored.
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Go to Syria and do something worth while. Kill as many terrorists as you can before you get shot
Finish the race, there is a God