I got diagnosed when I was younger with an illness that may never go away. Im the only person In my family with it. I see them all wasting their lives. I want the oppertunity to atleast make decisions like that and the fact that they all believe this illness shouldn't effect my life like it does p***** me off. They don't see what I feel on a daily basis. The challenge to stay alive. I honestly hate them for not having it too. How am i the only person who got a genetic illness and they didn't? It's not fair and I'm f***** up for wanting them to have it.