I have a love/hate relationship with my family
My family used to be horrible people. Drug and alcohol-abusing, physically abusing, mentally abusing, system-abusing, low-lifes. My home was a battlefield for 15+ years, now they're actually semi-normal. I'm not sure what changed them but I'm thankful they have. They have actually grew to be pretty normal/decent people in the last 5-6 years. I've grown close with them ever since they got better and I do love them, I just have a hard time letting go of the past. I hate what they put me through and what they were. They made my childhood h*** and I still battle with a lot of that trauma.