Craving my boyfriend’s bestfriend
So.. my boyfriend and i have been dating almost a year and he makes me incredibly happy, the happiest i’ve ever been in a relationship, way better than all my past relationships and i haven’t ever been more grateful to have someone like him in my life. But over the last six months i’ve really been thinking about one of his friends. I know i shouldn’t be thinking about another guy while in a relationship but i can’t help it, he started liking me really early on in my current relationship and even my friends tried setting us up but that didn’t end up happening. Lately i’ve been finding myself thinking about him more and talking to him late at night when i’ll tell my boyfriend i’m going to bed i’m really just up late texting his friend, and some of our conversations have gotten sexual lately and that’s when i’ve realized how much i actually like him and how i’ve always liked him even since before my relationship started. He wants me and i want him, but not romantically, just s**. I don’t want to break up with my boyfriend but all i want is one wild hook up with his friend, we’re both itching for it and i want it to happen so bad. We have so much chemistry it’s actually crazy. I’m 18 and he’s 22, i know i’m just a honey teenager l****** over an older man but my hormones say otherwise.