I want to be taken care of but in a strange way...
I want to be fed and fattened up into a massive weight, like those 500lb people on television. I want to have a wife or girlfriend to enable me and feed me to that size. I want it because I find it incredibly hot but also because I just want to be taken care of.
I want to have no worries about if I'm going to be able to work or sustain myself. I want no worries about money, bills, food, or if I'll have a home. If I become a live in feedee for some feeder as my wife, then I won't have much to worry about if she feeds and takes care of me. I can just sit on my f***** and eat, cuddle her, watch tv and grow fatter. I've done more than my share of taking care of others with little or no care given back to me in return; so I think I'm due for someone caring for me wholly and utterly in this way.
I just want to be a massive fatty who has all my needs met by some loving feeder woman, fat and happy with love and no worries.