Saw brother masterbating and watched
My name is Autumn, I am 16 and have a twin brother James. Growing up me and James were very close, and still are but our lives are less intertwined as they used to be. As we both got interested in the opposite ** I notice my brother started looking at me differently, especially in short or tight clothes. I have come to the conclusion that simply because he sees a lot of me he has started finding my body attractive and me being his sister is more a convenience than an issue, as he has been checking me out for a while.
I share a Jack and Jill bathroom with my brother, which is great, but have to be careful to turn both locks. He has tried a few times to accidentally catch me in the shower or on the toilet.
We often leave both doors open to chat between our rooms, and leaving them ajar by mistake has led to me being caught in underwear before by a peeping brother.
It was me who saw more than I should have yesterday, when I went into the bathroom and with his door ajar I could see him with his pants round his ankles and his hand on his hard ** masterbating to ** on his phone.
I confess, it's the first hard ** I have seen in real life, having only seen pictures or someone who had their pants pulled down, and because I have not gone far with boyfriends.
I watched him for quite a while, I was captivated, curious, and to my shame a little turned on.
Then I had a bit of a shock, he reached down on to the bed and placed something against his face, I wasn't sure what at first, then I realised it was a pair of my knickers. We share a washing basket in our bathroom and a quick check showed yesterdays were gone.
While I freaked out he ** in to a tissue, again the first time I have seen it.
I can't believe I watched him, and I can't believe he was sniffing my knickers, apart from that being gross, does it mean he is obsessed with me? What to do?
Sister love to paint a picture of their brother being this but sisters do the same stuff as brothers do. Eve3rything girls claim boys are doing are also doing the same thing.
You. Obviously liked it or you wouldn't have watched the whole show. Next time take off the ones you're wearing and tell him to use them.
** turns me on an I prefer to as well as to be single
O think its very hot that he loves how you smell n taste
You're weirded out by your bother taking your **, sniffing them and using them to **? The best way to get back at him is to take a pair of his underwear and do the same, and let him know.
I think next time you see him you should touch your already soaking ** and then come in to him to ** his ** and then ** him hard just like you want ;)
I do hope all is going well with you Autumn, has everything finally settled down, or has it gotten worse???
Young boys will.get a ** from seeing any girl's ** so it is just how we men are hardwired
So Autumn, are you finally back at school? Have things returned to normal yet?
Hey Autumn, how are things going?
I think he has made it clear he still has an interest in me despite having a girlfriend, and I'm not sure how to feel about that. We had a recent experience where things went a bit far. Our parents have a social bubble with a couple that are friends, and they came for the evening. Me and my brother were lying on my bed watching a film, and it was getting late, so I wanted my PJs on. I got up and started **, I wanted to see if my brother still reacted, was still interested. I got fully naked as I sleep in clean underwear, and once I got everything off I looked over my shoulder to see if he was looking, and he wasn't just looking, he had his hand in his jogger masterbating, right there on my bed, I was shocked.
I turned round fully, and then realised that was actually what he wanted, I paused, then felt kinda **, he was captivated and I felt confident. Instead of dressing I kinda did a bit of a dance thing while I caressed my body and he loved it.
He pulled his joggers down and went at it again with his ** out. I felt turned on and was now playing with myself. I laid on the bed and he watched and rubbed. Eventually I grabbed his spare hand and placed it between my legs, as I did his volcano blew, and I got his ** all over my tummy. We both felt kinda ashamed and cleaned up and got dressed. It was a bit far, very exciting but so naughty, we shouldn't have done it
I read your response and went away for about an hour to think about how I was going to respond to this, there is a lot here to unpack. I just want to make sure that I give you the best advice possible.
Up until now, you have been fully in control with it came to your relationship with your brother, that is up until the other night when you realized that he had taken it from you. While I am only speculating here, I think the part you disliked the most was the fact of how easy it was for him to do that. Being in control gave you that extra bit of confidence that kept you comfortable. From the way you described everything it sounds to be like, and again I am only speculating here, that you feared that things could have easily gone too far. That last line is really the one that you don't want to cross, we never forget our first times, don't let that first time be your brother.
As for what happened the other night, yeah you two crossed a few lines and it looks like you spooked yourselves in the process, but as long as you both don't cross that last line, it is no harm no foul. But it does sound like you both need to establish boundaries, or at the very least throttle back a bit.
I do have to say I love what the whole experience has done for your confidence, you were just a shy little thing a few months ago, now you seem to be ready to take the world by storm. When you start back to school those boys there had better look out!
Hello again! Thanks as ever for sharing. Would you say you feel uncomfortable that he's still doing things with you when he has a girlfriend because it suggests he isn't taking her seriously, or because it makes you feel in some way jealous (not romantically, but physically)? Because he has someone else and you don't, I mean.
As for feeling ashamed, as you've said to me before, there's no need to feel that way. What happens between you, as long as you both consent, is your own business. It sounded like you had a fun time together - I'm amazed at your confidence in taking hold of his hand like that. But I agree with Caveman, that you should be honest with yourself (and each other) about boundaries as soon as you can. I definitely think ** would be too far, but oral and touching each other seem to me like fair game when it comes to discovering your bodies. But everyone is different.
I think now that you've masturbated in front of each other like that you're probably safe from your brother getting embarrassed and running away if you try to speak to him. I'd just say something like this when you're next alone together - "hey, I'm having fun experimenting with you, but I'd like to work out what we're both comfortable with". In other words, acknowledge that it's enjoyable, but make it clear you need to work out your feelings so that you can enjoy yourselves with clean consciences
You saw his ** and he saw your "moneymaker.' lol
I think my brother has a girlfriend, I saw him kissing a girl outside. Not sure that's allowed at the moment, but that's not the point, point is I was jealous, she is pretty too. I'm pleased for him, but a part of me is not happy, very confused. He doesn't know I know.
Hope you guys are well A x
Don't worry love, he is always going to be yours first! But it is understandable that you would feel a bit of jealousy, he is not just your brother he is your closest friend, he is the one constant in your life that has always been there for you and you alone. Now you find that you have to share him with another, you simply don't wish to share! If you think that you are unhappy now, wait a couple of years until you both are off to college!
But don't worry, you are still number one to him. You are still the one girl he is closest too, and he is still going to be peeking at you hoping to see you naked and stealing your underwear for the time being. And without a doubt, he will be thinking about you during his private moments. Whenever you wish to tease him, he will be your willing participant.
He will still want to see your ** so no problem. lol
I have to admit that I envy the relationship that you have with your brother. My sister and I, while only three years apart, have never been close. Maybe it is because we are both adopted, who knows, we just never developed a bond with each other. My sister is anything but my best friend.
What didn't help our relationship was when my sister was in her teens she became very rebellious, and ** any one who got in her way. To get herself out of trouble once she accused our father of hitting her, something that he would never do. **, he would not even raise his voice to us. I never forgave her for that, then again she never felt sorry for what she did.
So I have to say that I really admire the bond that you both have with each other.
So Autumn, when are you all due back in school? Are you ready to get back to normality?
September, not sure I am ready though
You have been home a long time, kind of gotten used to doing your own thing huh! Going back to school was a mix of emotions for me, I enjoyed seeing my friends again, but I missed my freedom I had being at home.
So, why do you think that you are not ready?
Can I ask you guys a question? What part of a girl do you find most **?
I was laid down yesterday and found myself touching my tummy and realised I do it a lot. I think I am quite blessed to be naturally skinny, and so have a pretty flat tummy (sorry no abs). I seem to touch it first when I feel turned on, and my hand either goes up or down ha ha. But also when I look at myself in the mirror either naked or in underwear, I kinda seem to end up admiring my tummy, and find it **, just a thought !
I am mostly a breast guy, there is just something about a woman's chest that I really enjoy looking at. It really doesn't matter for me when it comes to size, A,B,C, or D cups all look great to me. I also appreciate a nice trim woman with a nice figure in general.
As I said above mine are a B at the moment. 'trim' that's a good word, maybe I am ' trim' ha ha
Nothing wrong with any of that, I am sure that if I was a 16 year old boy again, you would be making my pulse race! I like your term "Puppy fat", I was going to say "Baby fat", but I like yours better. You don't usually get rid of it, till around the age of 20. I have no doubt that you turn heads now, and I am willing to put money on the fact that once you reach your early 20's you are really going to be turning some heads. But, you already have the best feature that a person can have, a wonderful personality, sadly that is something that many people lack.
I don't know if it's most "**" but I like faces. Which is a terribly unfortunate thing because the only thing more obvious than staring at ** or someone's ** is staring at their eyes. But I mean, I find I can tell lots about someone from their face, and so I can know a lot about their overall attractiveness from it. Are they kind, for example.
As for the rest of you all... I like everything. I'm not a fan of abs, so I would feel happy with a flat chest. I had an eating disorder when I was your age which means I feel uncomfortable when I see very thin girls, so "flat" really should be taken to mean "natural and healthy". I like **, so long as they aren't too big and are natural. And I appreciate a ** that someone has worked on. People are a package, and I try to enjoy everything!
Yea, I'm not that skinny, I mean I have no belly, I go straight down from my **, nothing sticking out. I think because of my age I still have what people call puppy fat, in that my skin is soft and smooth, with no obvious muscles showing, but I may have to be careful I don't get too skinny when that goes. I agree that it's hard to find the right word, thin and skinny could mean eating disorder thin, I'm not like that, but I struggle to find the right word for it, I guess a doctor would just call it ideal weight.
I'm not inactive, but equally I don't go to a gym, I like to swim and do dance, things like that. I think swimming gives me quite a pert ** actually he he. Obviously so much has been shut for so long, so I started going for a run, didn't do very well and ached a lot at first, guess I hadn't notice not using certain muscles. I'm not keen on running, I find it so much harder and less fun, my ** are a b cup at the moment btw, so very big, but I think big enough.
I agree with faces, I think everyone decides if someone is pretty based mostly on their face, it's also what you can always see, so that makes sense too.
I understand you completely. I am naturally slim myself, but I just took it too far because I had an unrealistic idea of what "fat" meant and was scared to eat as a result. I also ran (cross-country), which didn't help things, because being lightweight kind of seemed like a good thing, when it wasn't really.
I was thinking more about what is "**". I'm at the beach on holiday so I had some material to consider. I would have to say that bums are probably better than **, on reflection. I used to like ** more, but bums reflect how fit you are, while ** just reflect your genes and diet. A good ** indicates that the girl is fit enough to be able to successfully do more poses "on top" (which I and others enjoy). In the same way, a good ** on a guy speaks to his own ability to perform. So I think it makes more sense to look at bums more than **
Ohh that's what they call a Peter belly babe.guys pull out of your body and ** on your belly
Following on from below... The following night, it was bed time again, and I felt awkward after what had happened last night. My brother went to the bathroom (I'd been) and I decided to get in to my pajamas before he came back. He was quicker than I expected (I think just a wee and 10 seconds to brush teeth, how do boys get away with it) anyway, I tried to rush, I quickly got my bra off and got my pj top on before so my ** weren't on show, I had got my shorts off, and knickers down, but I was still pulling a new pair up when he came in without knocking. Not sure how much he saw, but he certainly saw me in knickers till I got my pj bottoms on and probably a lot more.
I climbed in to bed, he started **. I tried not to look but it's hard. Previous nights he had slept in the same underwear, but tonight he changed it. I couldn't believe it when I saw his boxers drop and I got to see his naked **, but after pulling out a new pair, I got more of a shock when he turned round to pull the new pair on and I got to see him fully naked from the front, all of it on show. I panicked, my heart was racing, and I was in shock, I hid under the covers, which was a stupid response as his actions were clearly intentional. He climbed in to bed and we didn't speak. I lay there with my heart pounding, just picturing him, or it, let's be fair, you know where I was looking, in my head.....
Like the night before, my reaction was to touch myself and my hand went in my PJs. I wasn't masterbating as such, just pressing, and feeling the sexual energy. I was feeling so turned on, and my hand actions were more and more like **, but I was trying so hard not to, so I didn't get caught.
Just then my brother out of knowwhere just said, 'I know what you are doing!', I froze, I'd been busted, I didn't know what to do or say. Stupidly I said, 'I'm not!' Which clearly showed I knew what he meant, because I was doing it. I froze again, and started slowly easing my hand out of my PJs. 'Please don't stop' he said, I was so rigidly frozen, now I just didn't know what to do. 'please carry on' he said, still I couldn't move, I was silent. A few seconds passed, then 'I want to watch'
I got a grip of myself, and started thinking about what was right and what was wrong, but still silent. 'Please' he begged, and in a slightly flustered whisper I got out an 'Ok'
I relaxed a little, felt the tension go from my shoulders and my head sink into the pillow.
Nervous at first I slid my hand back in my PJs and started stroking and teasing the little wet patch that had once again appeared on my knickers.....
I laid there with my eyes closed stroking myself, and I remember thinking it was feeling really good. I think I was still in kinda stealth mode under the covers, teasing and getting myself more aroused than actually masterbating. 'Can I see, I wanna watch' my brother said. I was trying not to think about him so just pulled the duvet off on to the floor. I pulled my hand from my PJs and slid into my knickers, and started running my fingers through my wet lips. I wasn't going to remove them but I was aware my PJs were getting pulled low, and if he was trying to look I'm sure my brother would have been able to see the top of my pubic mound. I didn't care as much now, my ** was darting in and out of my **, not too deep, just enough to get the feeling.
As the feeling built up, I started touching my ** through my top, and then pulled my top up about to feel my tummy, and then up under my top to feel my ** and play with my **.
My top was pulled up to my ** and my bottoms dangerously low as I writhed around on the bed, squirming with every good feeling.
I was trying not to think about my brother, but he kept braking in to my fantasy and putting me off. In the end I gave in and as wrong as it felt, I orgasmed thinking of my brother.
I had noticed that there was movement and noise coming from his bed and as I had started breathing heavy, I had heard a noise from him that sounded like he had **. When I had finished, I pulled the duvet beck on me, and he got up and scurried to the bathroom, his boxers had a large wet patch and he looked to be still semi hard, it was clear we had both just orgasmed.
My underwear was really wet and I wanted to change it, but I don't want to talk to my brother so just pretended to go to sleep before he came back.
After that night I think we both scared ourselves a bit, and the unwritten rules of changing resumed for the rest of the holiday.
Autumn **
Thanks for writing! I "enjoyed" reading it, if you know what I mean.
How do you feel about it all now, now that there's some time and distance between you and your holiday?
I wouldn't mind hearing about how you enjoyed it and what you were thinking, I won't be offended, but only if you're comfortable.
As I said before I think we scared ourselves, and I think that remains, there was very little boundary left, and whilst I can look back now with confidence, and smile at it, I am concerned that things could go too far, or that could be the end, maybe it's the right time. Let's see what if anything happens. A x
Being without an escape path has in turn made the boy brave. Had I gotten caught by my sister in the middle of, keeping myself entertained, I would have denied everything until ** froze over, but that's just me. Of course there would have been two people in that room who knew that I was lying, both her and I. I admire the fact that you admitted to it, even though you did kind of accidentally admitted it. I think that they call it a "Freudian slip" when you unintentionally reveal subconscious feelings, and it can be very embarrassing.
I do take my hat off to you for submitting to your brother's requests, it is one of the first times you did something sexual without being in full control of your situation. That can be a very scary thing to most people, but it shows that you are becoming more and more comfortable with yourself and your sexuality.
Lastly, don't feel bad that you fantasied about your brother, he is a human male first and your brother second after all, and without a doubt, he has fantasied about you a lot as well.
I'm not sure who was in control, clearly he used his body to set me up in a way, but I could have said no. I think he was in control at the beginning but by the end I owned it, and it was him embarrassingly scurrying off to the bathroom with cummy boxers and me who could just lay back and relax. Saying that I felt the need to pretend to be asleep, but that was to avoid awkwardness on both sides, I'm calling it a draw ha ha. A x
Hey guys, sorry for not posting, I keep forgetting. Not much has happened in all this time, but we have been on holiday, just a staycation. The place we stayed though only had 2 rooms, so I had to share with my brother which was kinda interesting.
On the first night, it came to bed time and I went in to the room, and my brother went in to the bathroom. I huridly changed into my PJs and then swapped with him when he came back from the bathroom. When I came back he was looking through his bag but only wearing boxers, which was a bit of a shock. I hadn't thought about it, but that's what he sleeps in. I have to confess I got a little excited about the idea of a week of seeing his tight boxers before bed, then felt so naughy for thinking it.
He stood up to walk to his bed, I couldn't not look, I was kinda staring at his boxers and I could clearly see the shape of his ** through them. I think there was something deeply female in me just had to look, even though this was my brother.
Next morning we did the bathroom thing again, I quickly dressed, but he came back in before I had put my shorts on, so got a clear flash of my ** and underwear, but I tried to be cool about it. I think he was then waiting for me to go to the bathroom, but I was sorting my hair. I was facing away but I could hear him start to undress. I quickly flicked my head round for a look and saw him totally naked from behind as he pulled on new boxers......
Next morning we did the bathroom thing again, I quickly dressed, but he came back in before I had put my shorts on, so got a clear flash of my ** and underwear, but I tried to be cool about it. I think he was then waiting for me to go to the bathroom, but I was sorting my hair. I was facing away but I could hear him start to undress. I quickly flicked my head round for a look and saw him totally naked from behind as he pulled on new boxers
I quickly got up and went to the bathroom. Inside my heart was pounding. I tried to brush my teeth, but my shaking. With a quick check if the lock, I slipped my hand in my knickers. There was no way I could master are, some one would hear, but I just had to touch myself. I pressed my hand firmly against my ** (I'm gonna use this word now) and kinda rubbed myself against my hand, rocking my hips back and forth quietly. It felt so good, and got me through what I was feeling, even though there was no **. I washed my slightly wet fingers, finished getting ready, and went for breakfast, hoping no one had noticed. A **
That evening I had a shower before bed, I had hoped my brother would go in the bathroom after me so I could get ready for bed, but he had been already and was just looking through his bag in boxer again. I tried getting dressed under my towel like you do at the beach, carefully slipping my feet in to my knickers and working them up my legs under the towel as I wiggled to help them up. The towels were not very big, so I was struggling to keep it over my ** and ** at the same time and not flash my brother. After I finally got them up I grabbed my pj top. I saw out the corner of my eye my brother was just stood in his boxers staring at me. I turned round to confront him and the towel opened and fell to the floor. I put my arm across my ** before he saw anything, but I was now stood right in front of him in just knickers. Are you just watching me dress? I asked, Sorry! Was all he said and then silence.
It was clear we were both staring, and we couldn't stop, then I noticed his boxers twitch. His ** looked bigger than before and now pointing sideways across his boxers. As I stated it grew more and went more upright, OMG I thought, he his erect. My brother suddenly realised and broke off from staring at me and dived in to bed.....
I turned away, removed my hand from my **, and put my PJs on. I got in to bed and again my heart was racing. As I pulled the covers up I slipped my hand inside my PJs. I moved my hand very slowly, I could feel a small wet patch on my knickers, I was clearly aroused by the experience. I pressed the wet spot with my ** quite hard, it felt like something was pushing, wanting to get in me. As I pushed, the material got wetter and spread out. I pushed the fabric right inside my lips, clenched my legs round my hand and felt a surge of energy run through me. I thought my brother was quiet and must have fallen straight asleep, but when I paused I could hear his duvet moving. He was facing the wall, but I think he was playing too.
I knew I couldn't ** or **, but like in the bathroom I made the best of the feeling untill it subsided, and relaxed still with my hand down my PJs. I don't know quite what my brother was doing or if he came, I don't think he would have been able to so quietly, and he would have had to ** in his shorts, so I guess he just played like me. I can't believe we did it together, so close to each other.
That wasn't the end of it. More later Autumn **
Welcome back Autumn. without a place for your brother to escape to, sharing a room had to be an awkward experience, for both of you. But without a doubt I am sure that your brother, from your description, was masturbating on the other side of the room. Part of the excitement was the close proximity to each other add to that the risk of getting caught, increases the excitement of the experience.
I do find it a bit rude of your brother to openly stand there and watch you change, he could have been a gentleman and turned around and allowed you to dress. Or he could have, at the very least, been out of sight and spied on you! LOL
I have to ask you a bit of a personal question, my curiosity is simply getting the best of me, I don't typically ask questions like this, so don't feel obligated to answer if it makes you uncomfortable. What do you think/fantasize about when you are masturbating? Obviously, I know what boys your age think about when they **, not hard for me to figure that one out, but what does a girl your age think about, what excites you? Again, those are your private moments and if you don't feel like sharing i will completely understand. Looking forward to your next update.
Wow, Autumn. You say not much has happened but then you write so much, and even promise more! Thank you, as ever. I'm glad that barriers seem to be falling in a healthy and safe way, and that you've been having fun! I hope it continues. I'm looking forward to hearing what happened next
Your updates are the highlight of my day!