WHEN DO YOU KNOW ITS ALL OVER

IVE BEEN WITH MY GF FOR ALMOST 7 YEARS SHES BEAUTIFUL SWEET AND LOVING CARING PERSON NICE BODY COOKS, CLEANS,DOES LAUNDRY EVERYTHING EVEN GIVES HEAD WHEN SHES FEELING KINKY. WE HAVE NO KIDS BOTH EARLY 20s , IM A FEW MONTHS AWAY FROM GRADUATING WITH A BACHELORS DEGREE. WEVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT TO WHERE WE ARE IN LIFE NOW. STEADY STABLE JOBS, HIGH RISE APARTMENTS BOTH OUR CARS PAID. MY GF SUFFERS FROM CYSTS IN HER B****** AND UTERUS, SHE RECENTLY LEFT TO MEXICO TWO WEEKS AGO TO GET ALL THE APPROPRIATE SCREENING AND TESTS FOR CHEAPER BARGAIN.THROUGH THIS TIME I REALIZED THAT I WAS SP FOCUSED ON ENJOYING MY SINGLE ROUTINES THAT I FORGOT THAT I WAS IN A LONG TERM RELATIONSHIP! I ENJOY THE GYM AND SPORTS CARS TALKING ABOUT BUSINESSES AND STOCKS,READING,TRAVELING AND DINING AT 5 STAR RESTAURANTS I BELIEVE IN WHO YOU HANG AROUND WITH IS WHO YOULL BECOME. ALL OF MY FRIENDS COME FROM HIGH CLASS PARENTS, DOCTORS,LAWYERS,SURGEONS,PHYSICIANS,ENGINEERS, COMPANY VICE PRESIDENTS,Etc. FAMILY BUSINESSES GIVE OR TAKE THAT I STUDIED AT AN EXPENSIVE UNIVERSITY I ALWAYS KNEW WHAT I WANTED AND I FINALLY GOT IT LAW OF ATTRACTION AND BUSTING ASS AT MY 6-5 JOB IN THE CONSTRUCTION FIELD AS A SAFETY COORDINATOR. TWO DAYS AGO I HUNG OUT WITH ONE OF MY CLOSE FRIENDS FROM LAST JOB WHO HAD HIS BACHELORS WAY BEFORE ME SINGLE LIVING IN A HIGG RISE APT DRIVING HIS DREAM CAR CORVETTEz06 2015 WE WENT OUT FOR A FEW DRINKS AND HE LET ME GRAB THE WHEEL I FELT POWERFUL. NOT ONE CAN STOP ME. MOTIVATED. INSPIRED. I AVOIDED TEXT MESSAGE CONTACT WITH MY GF ALL THROUGG HER TWO WEEKS TO LITTLE AS POSSIBLE. STARTED MY OWN ROUTINE ASIDE FROM WORK HOME AND SCHOOL. SHES BOUND TO BE BACK TOMORROW MORNING BUT THIS TIME ALONE WAS WHEN I REALIZED I DIDNT ACTUALLY MISS HER PRESENCE , I MISSED HER NAGGING AND ARGUING WITH ME ABOUT NOT REALLY BEING HOME 7 DAYS A WEEK. SHE NEVER REALLY UNDERSTOOD MY ASPIRATIONS OR FOLLOWED MY AMBITION. JUST LAST WEEK I FINISHED PAYING OFF ALL MY DEBTS AND THE LAST OFFICIAL PAYMENT OF MY FIRST EVER PURCHASED ALONE TRUCK. THAT FELT GOOD. I ORDERED MY CLASS RING 4K GOLD OVERSIZED WITH MY DEGREE YEAR JUST THE WAY ID TALK ABPUT IT. MY GF NEVER UNDERSTOOD. I ALWAYS FELT USED BECAUSE SHED KNEW I HAD THE MENTALITY FOR BOOKS AND KNOWLEDGE AND FAR MORE CAPABLE OF REACHING A MASTERS RATHER THAN HER. I REALIZED IVE ALWAYS FELT STUCK, FAR AWAY FROM MY REALITY, JESUS WE EVEN HAVE A DOG WHO DESPISES ME WHEN HIS MOM IS AWAY, OUR S** LIFE HAS GONE DOWNHILL, I RARELY GET HARD WITH HER BECAUSE THERES NO CONNECTION, IF IM LUCKY ONCE EVERY 4-5 MONTHS, WHICH IS BULLCRAP I SPEND HOURS AND DAYS IN THE GYMTO BE BUFF AND SHREDDED NOT JUST FOR ME BUT FOR HER TO FEEL ATTRACTIVE FOR MY WOMAN WHEN SHE GIVES ME A BLOWIE , MAYBE TO RUB ON MY ABS WHILE I LONG STROKE, NOW THAT I APENT TIME ALONE I REALIZED I RATHER BE ALONE , MAYBE ONE DAY SOMEONE WILL APPRECIATE ME FOR ME AND NOT MY LOOKS AND ACTUALLY BE INTO WHAT I ASPIRE TO BE AND UNDERSTAND ME. I FEEL HORRIBLE FOR ENDING IT WHEN SHES GOING THROUGH IT BUT IVE BEEN GETTING DEPRESSED. WHEN IS THE RIGHT TIME TO END A RELATIONSHIP RATHER THAN CONTINUE TO PRETEND AND HURT THAT PERSON EVEN MORE?, WHEN YOU CAN SEE YOURSELF SINGLE IN THE FUTURE IS THAT WHEN ITS TIME TO END IT? I WANT A SUCCESSFUL AMBITIOUS WOMAN MY GF IS BEAUTIFUL AND ANY MAN WOULD BE LUCKY TO HAVE HER BUT I FEEL STUCK, ITS MAYBE TIME TO MOVE ON AND TAKE MY H****** TO ANOTHER WOMAN. I COOK I CLEAN AND DO EVERYTHING FROM LAUNDRY TO SHOWER OUR DAMN DOG, MOP , FOLD OUR LAUNDRY ETC S**?? WHAT IS THAT I ONLY KNOW THAT EVERY 4-5 MONTHS ... DONT FEEL FORCED TO STAY EVEN WHEN NOTHING GOES RIGHT, WE ALL DESERVE TO BE HAPPY SOMETIMES OUR HAPPY IS BETTER OFF ALONE.. IDK HOW MY GF WILL TAKE THIS TWO WEEKS AFTER SHE GOT DIAGNOSED, BUT I KNOW WHAT MY HAPPY IS

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  • Wow your name wouldn't be Mike P. by any chance would it?
    Listen we all have problems with relationships but If I were you. I'd just be truthful..

    Book smart you say. So why would you have taken on car payment, and for that matter why on God's green earth would you go to a University?? (Unless you're high powered friends hate you and never bothered to tell you how the federal reserve works in the UNITED STATES OF AMERICA corporation... get new friends and then get to a library...quick

  • Ambition is important. But money and material items do not buy happiness. No relationship is perfect. People are not mind readers. If you need something, you must communicate that to your partner. If you do all the things around the house and she doesn't.. talk to her. Or hire a housekeeper to help out. But relationships do run their course. Not only do you have to work on your relationship, you have to work on yourselves and personal goals. But it sounds more like you miss the single life. Let's just say, that it's hard enough to make friends out there, finding really true authentic partners is also challenging. So if your issues are something you and gf can work on and out with some therapy, you may consider that. Figure out if your future paths align..but if you're already set on breaking up, then do so. Just don't get out there and find that you made a mistake, she may not want you back.

  • Sounds like it is time to separate. If so, kindness is important on both sides, especially as she goes through medical treatment. You sound a little narcissistic but you've also earned the right to be a proud and competent guy. Focus on career but be a sympathetic and helpful friend too. You are probably doing her a favor in the long run. The circumstances of her health might make you look like the villain for awhile but people heal and move on. She will heal too, both mentally and physically. She will find another love and the experience with you will be valuable in that search.

  • If your not happy you should leave for the best of both

  • Stop with the caps
    relax
    have a w***

  • All caps text walls are like tards standing on a street corner yelling at clouds

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